I got up from the floor and slowly made myself to the door.
Before I opened the door I wiped my eyes so its didn't look
like I was crying. When I opened the door there across of me
one of bandmates Liam.
" Hey Zayn may I come in?"
"Sure come in" my voice cracked.
" You okay Zayn?" Liam asked with a concern expression.
I cleared my throat , yea i'm alright" I said which was a lie.
"Zayn tell me the truth"
" I'm okay" my voice cracked again.
"Zayn tell me the truth".
That's when I broke Down.
" Zayn , Zayn tell me what happened ?"
I was crying really badly and breathing heavy.
" Zayn calm down please."
No! I yelled she's gone I sobbed she's gone.
"Who Zayn please."
"Perrie" I said.
" Perrie?"
"Zayn what happened?"
" I don't want to talk about it dang it" I yelled.
" Zayn please calm down breath in and out."
I did what Liam said to see if I would calm down but it didn't.
" Alright you okay now?"
"No Liam , i'm not okay, I lost the person that I thought
I would spend the rest of my life with , do you think that i'm okay? " I said through gritted teeth.
" Zayn , please you need to calm down.?
" Dang it , Liam no I don't want to calm down !" I yelled
Liam sighed and crouched down beside me and began to rub my back.
Which leaded to him giving me a hug. I continued to cry though .
"Liam I.....i... I'm s....so sorry. I stuttered.
" It's alright mate you just need some rest that's all." Liam said
I finally got up from the floor and headed upstairs to go to bed.
I opened the door to my room and right when head my head hit the pillow I fell into a deep sleep.
