Until when.. Selfless love

Thoughts of a broken heart.

Ever since I met you it hasn't been the same.
All you've got me doing is drawing hearts around your name.
Its amazing how  crazy I feel when my phone rings and I'm begging it to be you, and if its you.. Why did I always regret it?
Because every time your number rings my phone... Your message is all about how you love the girl that you chose over me.
I know I don't have  any right cause Im just a nobody. Nothing more... Nothing less.
I want to say I deserve better and mean it!
I want to say I will move on and do it!
That is what I want.....
But I cant!.... I just cant get over you.
Am I numb? They said that the greatest pain that you can have is to love someone you can never have.
If that is true.. I am probably dead by now.
I wish I had a power.... A power to go back in the past. So that when I go back to the time when I get to know you... I will risk it all just to avoid you.
No complications.. No heart break.