I'm Sorry Hyung ||Bts Vkook|| *COMPLETE*

Chap 37 : Panic

Jungkook is lying on the hospital bed.He just stare blankly at the ceiling and do nothing.He glance at the clock and it shows 9.15 a.m.

"Ah,so boring.No one come to visit me today.I miss TaeTae hyung" he sighed.Well,you kicked him out yesterday and now serve your right.

Jungkook decided to go for a walk and have some fresh air.He wear his slippers and put on the robe because it is too cold outside.He get off his bed and suddenly he felt like someone hit his head with a hammer.

"Aahh.." he winced in pain and his sight becomes blur.He gripped his hair tight because of too much pain.He might go bald after this.He can feel something is rising up to his throat.He cover his mouth and ran to the toilet inside his room.His parents transfered him to the private room because they worried he might feel pressure with all noises outside.

He crouched down and emptying his stomach into the toilet bowl.He can barely breathe because he only puke water.He haven't eat anything yet since yesterday.The tears start to flow and he can't take it anymore.This is too much pain.His stomach hurts,his head hurts.Everything is hurt.He struggle to stand up on his own two feet and the room starts to spin.

"No..no please not now.I don't want to die alone" he is panting and he starts to see black dots.His knees weaken and 'hyung' is the last word he said before everything went black.

***

Taehyung decided to stop and buy chicken wings for Jungkook."He's going to love this" He smiled and went straight to the hospital.He can't wait to see Jungkook.He missed the younger so much but the dream last night is bothering his mind."What does the dream means?And what about the black butterflies?"
He is crossing the road and didn't notice a car is coming towards him.He stopped on his track when he heard a tyre screeching. "Hey,watch where you're going"

"I'm sorry" he bowed to the driver and hold his chest.That was close.

"Hello,good morning" the receiptionist smiles and bow to Taehyung.

"Good morning" he smiles and bow back to her.He get in the elevator and hit the 4th floor button.He looks at his wrist watch and it shows 9.12 a.m.
Is he still sleeping?

He gets out and looking for room 4-12.He knock the door and turn the knob.Jungkook is not on his bed.

"Where is he?It is still early in the morning and he's not in his room" Taehyung starts to worried and suddenly he heard a loud bang in the toilet.He put the food down and ran to the toilet.

His heart skipped a beat when he see Jungkook is there lying on the floor.He went to his side and shake the younger awake but he didn't move.He tap his cheeks but still he's not waking up.He wipe the sweats on his forehead and lift Jungkook to his bed.

He starts to panic when Jungkook showing no sign of waking up.His face is now paler like the bed sheet and his hand fell limb to his side.He is like a doll.Lifeless.

"No..no..Jungkook wake up" he push the emergency button twice and keep shaking the younger to wake him up but to no avail.

"Doctor!" He screamed all his might and his tears fell non stop.

His dream last night becomes true.He's going to lose Jungkook for real.

The doctors came in and rush Jungkook to the emergency room.Taehyung is losing his sanity right now.He don't know what to do.He just stand there and do nothing.

"Umma..Jungkookie.He passed out and was rushed to the emergency room.I don't know what to do"

"I'll be there in five"

***

"He needs to get the surgery.His body is not strong enough to handle this anymore.He starts to malnourished because he don't have enough food.Seriously he needs to eat.That's why his body weaken."

"But he refused to take the surgery.I don't know what to do anymore."

"Just do anything to make him agreed.We are running out of time.He is fine for now but it might take longer for him to awake this time.He might feel tired after he wakes up.Don't worry if he fall asleep again.It's just the sedative"

"Thank you doctor"

"No problem"

Taehyung went inside the room and his heart hurts seeing his little bun lying on the hospital bed.He looks small and fragile.He had wires connected to the heart monitor beside him and there's water bag hanging above his head.

He still look pale but his cheeks has gained its color.Not like just now.His lips turns white and he looks white as ghost.He grab Jungkook's hand and start to talk to him.

"Jungkook-ah.No,baby bun" he chuckles.

"You love that nickname don't you?I hope you can hear me now" he sigh and his voice shook.

"I'm sorry.TaeTae hyung is sorry.I made you suffer and i hurted you countless time.I do care for you and i'm not lying.Please don't do this.I know you are strong and you can fight this." He sobbed.

"Please don't give up yet.I miss your laugh"

Tears fell and wet the bed sheet.

"Your birthday is in few days.I really want to eat birthday cake and please don't make me sad.What do you want me to do to prove that i care and love you?"

Taehyung can see beads of tears forming in the corner of Jungkook's eyes.

He smiled.

"At least you heard me"