hopeless love - kyh

十三

Its been months,

years in fact,

 since anyone called my name or maybe called me out to breathe some fresh air.

I've been in my room for the last few years barely eating and going out to dance.

I would and should have but I was mentally unstable to even go out of my bedroom door.

The cuts I had on my hands have barely healed and I'm here cutting more,

I even started taking in drugs and smoking,

all I could do was avoid all the people who abandoned me for the witch.

I miss having to play in the snow like children with Inhye,

and all of the little childish things we did.

I walked out of my room in a black hoodie zipped up to the top and a turtle neck on the inside along with jeans to barely cover me from the cold,

I'm gonna die anyways.

I'm in a love hate relationship with Inhye and the only person that can save me is,

Inhye.

-Yonghyun