Supernatural imagines

Misha Imagine

Warning: hateful/hurtful words. Mature content. Depression. Anxiety . Death threat? .Panic attack. Swearing. So angst. I suck at warnings iamsorry.

Your point of view

Misha was away at Jibcon I didn't go with him this year. But I was hanging out with Gen and Danneel we were going to have a movie weekend. Their kids were away at Jared and Jensen's parents.

I was in the kitchen making popcorn and getting drinks and other snacks. When I heard danneel yell from the living room "hey what do you guys want to watch. A rom com. Comedy. Or horror movie." She asked searching through the movies.

"What kind of horror movie, Friday the 13th or My Bloody Valentine"i laughed back skipping in with bowls of snacks and popcorn.

"Haha very funny but i was thinking maybe the conjuring" Gen remarked taking the bowls from me. All of us were huddled on couch with blankets and pillows watching.

When we were out of popcorn i got up and walked  into the kitchen and saw my phone. When i opened it i saw all the instagram, snapchat, Facebook and Twitter notifications i had. But a few stuck out.





And hundreds or even thousands of more comments like that. Of how i didn't deserve Misha. How i didn't deserves to live. How I wasn't pretty. And i was just a publicly seeker. And that Misha didn't love me.

It hurt i was just getting over my anxiety that we announced our engagement. All of the comments were swirling through my head and all of a sudden i felt like I couldn't breathe.

I was sitting on the floor in the kitchen hugging my knees crying trying to breathe. I didn't even hear Danneel and Gen come in.

"Y/n what's wrong." Gen said rushing to my side. "Y/n please tell us what's wrong what happened are you ok." Daneel said rubbing my back. I looked through my tears and handedmy phone over to her with my shakey hand. She read it and her face changed into worry into disgust.

"I'm sorry it's stupid that im panicking and crying over it" i was interrupted by Danneel "no it's not come on" she led me to the couch to drink and talk to her and Gen.

Misha's point of view

"Hmm what's my favorite prank I have pulled on Misha" Jensen thought as he answered a fan's question.

"Misha what's your favorite prank that I've pulled on you" Jensen asked turning towards me. "Whats my favorite are you serious " i laughed. "Uhhhh probably the one were my girlfriend but now fiance keeps re sending me the link to the video on Twitter. Here while you think I'll try to find one of her tweets" i said laughing Jensen just shook his head laughing.

As i was searching through Twitter i saw something danneel tweeted.

Why are people so hurtful?

That's weird.

The rest of panel went great. It was fun now it was Jareds panel then Jensen's then mine so i had some time to relax.

As i was passing some fan's i heard Y/n's name be tossed around and them snickering .

When I got backstage i decided to call my beautiful fiance. I clicked her name and waited for her to answer. But it wasn't her who answered it was Gen.

"Oh hi Mish" Gen greeted "uh hi Gen. Can i speak to Y/n please " i asked politely wandering why gen answered and not Y/n.

I heard Gen sigh on the other side of the line "Mish I think you should know." Her soft worried voice worried me. "What do i need to know Genevieve" my voice now laced with worry.

"Misha Y/n has been getting tweets and other stuff that are not okay from your fans. Here I'll send a couple"

A/n rember that all of you are special and i love you all.



When i read a few others i had to stop. How could the people i love and respect do this to the person i love the most. Gen told me about Y/n's panic attack and what happened. I hurt. my heart hurt.

'' hey Misha your up" Rich said pulling me out of my thoughts. As i was walking to the stage i hoped and wished for someone to  bring y/n up so i could talk about this.

I walked out on to the stage and grabbed a mic.

Almost at the end of the con

I had been trying to to stay happy  for the fans that weren't doing this to Y/n. There were some good questions. But finally the question i had been waiting for.

"Hiii Misha. So my question is how is the wedding  plans going." She said with a smirk on her face. 

"Well i bet they are fantastic i left all the planning to my beautiful fiance who actually i wanted to talk about her" i said crossing my arms.

"Because right now she is at home crying,  because a few of my fans decided to tell her that she was ugly, fat, that she deserved to die,  that I'm using her, that she doesn't deserve me, that she  is using me, that i dont love her. I love you all. But you guys have to understand that i love her also" i said almost crying.

"Well i love you all and i hope this stops. Please next question " i ended the 'conversation '

Your point of view

We were sitting on the couch watching the nightmare before Christmas  it was helping but the comments were still buzzing in my head.

I went to look at the time and it was already 12am i looked at Gen and Danneel and tgey were asleep. Now  it was me and my thoughts. Great.

Monday

Daneel and Gen left late last night so i was alone in a big empty house. Me and my thoughts. I sat at the counter with a cup of Y/f/h/b (favorite hot beverage) looking out the the window into the backyard. And playing  with the necklace Misha gave  me for our anniversary.

I was admiring my beautiful engagement ring that and thinking the comments I didn't even hear the door open. I felt someone's hands slip around my waist and lips on my shoulder. I jumped, " hey, sorry didn't  mean to startle you" i heard Mishas sweet  voice.

I jumped out of my seat and jumped and wrapped my legs around his waist and threw my arms around Misha's neck.

"Why are you home so early " i asked feeling his arms tighten around my waist. "I needed to see you and make sure you were ok" he replied " you didn't have to" i said kissing  him. Our lips molded together.

"Oh yes i did. Oh and is it good to be home"