"Disgrace"
If only people knew the truth they could see I'm not the disgrace. I did my family a favor.
People see me as whatever they wanna see me.
Disgrace.
Burn out.
Lost cause.
And I am all of those things, at least I'm what they made of me. I'm whatever they created me to be. Words societies filled in my head for me to be.
My past haunts me. And I move on with my life, I've moved, changed my name, no one knows the real me. Nor do I choose for my past to be unraveled.
I'm alone.
But I always remind myself never to spoil the ending that everything will be alright.
That's what she always told me.
That's what He always told me.
I don't think he's a bad guy at all
I kept dabbling as I worked on my project which was a current web toon project I was creating, I decided to create Kim Taehyung. A misunderstood young adult. Having the world fall apart right under his shoes. I was not sure where this story would evolve but I put some pieces of him in me. We were both misunderstood.
I snapped out of thoughts when my "friend" Ji-Hye dragged me from my computer. "You've been working all day let's get some dinner! Stop wasting time on a doodle go out and date or something." She giggled and I shook my head tucking strands of hair behind my ears.
"There's MORE things to life than dating and boys, I took this course for art and design. Now if you'll excuse me I have to work." I shoo'd her away and watched her whine and stomp as I just sipped my coffee and went back to work.
11:00 pm
