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The Relationships

Before I get into what all had happened between my boyfriend and this new guy, I had started to develop feelings for the boy on the bus. He was, as I suspected, close to age. But only six months younger and it wasn't the kind of thing for me to date a guy that was younger. But my feelings for Him made me feel as if age didn't matter an that I would date Him anyway. Except, I as if He didn't share the same feelings. So I got over it. He was rather annoying and so was his best friend. That's what I thought at the time. I was actually quite mean to Him. Not answering His questions nor giving a shit if He was trying to comfort me. I would always push Him away. My feelings became quite obvious once I started treating Him this way. I figured He knew I didn't like Him. Just as I figured He didn't like me. So it just, kind of stayed that way.

But anyways, that's nothing in this chapter!

I want to sum up this chapter quickly.... because this was a time in my life that I don't like to remember because I was stupid. And I will always regret the decision I made. So here it is...
I cheated. I dated the blonde boy in my class while staying with my boyfriend. Things happened and I told them both because... I had no other choice and I felt like shit. My boyfriend left me. I don't blame him and looking at his posts, he looks a lot happier and I'm happy for him C:
The blonde boy in my class gave me a second chance and he said this was my last chance and that he trusts me.
I will never do another stupid thing like that ever again. I was dumb and I hate talking about it because I was SO STUPID. Like, Why did I do that? Wtf.
Anyways, this sums up the chapter and I don't want to tell anymore. about that time in my life. Moving on.