Just saying

fears and wishes

I am afraid of not being good enough

I am afraid of not being worthy of your time

I am afraid that I will be forgotten

I am afraid that I won't be remembered

I am even afraid that you don't like me

I am afraid of not being heard

I am afraid of not being seen

I am afraid that I will be left behind

I am afraid that I can't be what you want

I am even afraid I won't be loved

I want to be okay

I want you to look back

I want to be alright

I want to be the one to hold you tonight

I want you to ask me to stay

I even want to be your light

I want you to love me as much as I love you

I want you to not just take but give too

I want to be appreciated for the things I do but don't have to

I want to be happy just like you

And I want to be at peace

Most of all I want to be needed