Why her? What about us Alex? Today is Alexander's wedding and I have to go I can't look like an asshole and not show up.....plus I'm his best man. I get ready for the wedding and start to think that maybe loving Alex was wrong but I still regret not telling him how I feel but I left some hints of my affections for him but he would make them as jokes.
(At the wedding)
I give a speech and then let Elizabeth's sister,Angelica, speak. I sneak out into the hallways and grab my flask.....After wards I come out to enjoy the rest of the wedding still drunk and hung over Alex laughs as I make a fool out of myself and trip for being so drunk.I hit face first I hear Alex gasp but then laugh,I felt my heart drop knowing that my pain made him laugh,this made me even more upset I get up and walk away. Alex stops laughing and watches me leave the room,I turn back to face him and the leave into the hallway again.
(Alexander's pov)
Laurens turns back to me and I see tears in the corner of his eyes God what have I done now.
(Back to Laurens)
His face turns from a hysterical to worried face he noticed I'm crying. I run out of the ball room and run to get some fresh air,I fall to my knees and start sobbing, I give up MY Alex to some stupid cheeky rich girl!? I think that's the biggest mistake I've ever made! I hear foot steps and see Mister Seabury he gives me a concerned look and keels next to me
"Hey, you okay?" he asked
"i don't know anymore, I'm so confused"
i answer back, secretly me and Seabury are actually really good friends.
He pats my back signaling me to tell him my problem.
"Well, you know how i told you my secret?" He gave me a quick "mhm"
"Well, you should know,i mean look at him..." I say turning my head to Alexander Seabury following my gaze.
Seabury sighed
"John I'm sorry to admit to this, but it's Alexander's choice to choose who he loves not you..." He says shaking his head in disappointment. I take a deep breath and realize Seabury is right, Alexander will be more happy with Eliza not me. I break into a sob and Seabury holds me while i cry on his shoulder. I still can't help but to feel regret and hatred but i have to push that aside.
FOR ALEX.
God I've been planning this forever now , i hope you enjoyed!! Bye friends!
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Why her?
Fanfictionthis is a Lam's fan-fic where Laurens gets depressed over Alexander getting married to Eliza and Alex only cares about Eliza and forgets to write to him soon Laurens confronts Alex and tells him is feelings even if it means risking his heart or what...
