Cheaters

My Cheating Boyfriend

So here I am once again at my boyfriend's house,the very sociable guy in my life who has more friends than I care to count. I bet the girls he's friends with think I'm a total bore or a total bitch,as in I'm unfriendly. I'm neither though. I'm just not vocal around people I really don't know & I've always found it easier to interact with guys than girls. That said,I don't think my boyfriend gets how interesting I am either. I don't know,I find him..intimidating. Only because he's so smart,he did electronic engineering & computer engineering. It's not like I'm not smart either,I grew up as that kid that was known for being so smart but I became a teenager & my priorities eventually shifted..to boys. I loved them with a passion. Anyway,as I was saying. Today he showed me a Facebook status saying something like 'i like intelligence,I want to be challenged. Sure a sexy body is great but eventually it will bore me. I want someone who will challenge me to be better'. It's funny because the guy I left for this current one thought I was exactly that,intelligent. Because with him I didn't clam up or anything of that sort. But my current boyfriend whom I'm so in love with now,had a girlfriend before me for 4 years,they broke up while I was in the picture. I know that doesn't really help my 'in smart' case. I didn't know though that they were still together, I had my suspicions of course but he always managed to convince me that I'm just seeing rembrandts of the past. Fast forward,they broke up & we started over. I'm happy. But my boyfriend always has one his friends visiting & I never know what I'm supposed to say to them. They all know each other and have all these memories and just know each other & I'm the odd one out. How am I supposed to up and start a conversation with them? So I keep quiet and only speak when I'm spoken to.