Melancholy Captivated

Chapter 4

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'In my Freshamn year, he randomly approached me one day. I should have taken more precaution, because usually no one makd an effort to talk to me. Yes, I was fine with that.'

"You may not know me, but my name is Shura."

The young thirteen year old Lubbock looked up from his book on the bench he was seated on.

"Okay."

"What's your name?"

"What do you want?" Shura chuckled and sat beside Lubbock, who frowned and edged away slightly.

"It's pretty impressive for a thirteen year old to enroll in a private academy."

"What do you want, or I'm leaving." The senior sighed exasperately.

"I'll make this simple. I'm attracted to you." Lubbock furrowed his brows before shutting his book while taking in air.

"... PHEDOPHILE! THERE'S A PHEDOHILE-!"

"Wait! Wait! At least let me explain!" He reluctantly quieted down. "You're just different from most people I know. Your intelligance is alluring. You're rather mature for an adolescent. You're even very beautiful."

'I really should have called bullshit on everything he said. However, he caught me at a vulnerable time. I think he knew I would buy into the sweet-talk, and it worked unfortunately.

'After a while, I guess you could say we got a little fond of each other. I was mentally mature for a relationship. The only reason why is because he respected me and never went against his word. Plus he had been there while no one else was. He was biding his time, waiting for the right moment for when I would completely depend on him. And I did, half a year later.'

"You're fourteen, aren't you?" Shura asked. Lubbock nodded.

"I got a book for myself on my birthday. Wanna see?" He asked while holding it up. The older male laughed and grabbed the top of the book, lowering it.

"Actually, I was wondering if maybe you wanted to try something." He suggested. Lubbock flushed.

"K-Kissing? Don't we already do that sometimes?"

"I know, but have you ever thought about going further...?" Shura asked, placing his hand on the younger teen's thigh. Lubbock looked down.

"No. That's... grown-up stuff..."

"Huuh? But you're practically a grown-up if you think about it. Haha!"

'He wouldn't stop suggesting sex after that. I knew at least at the time that I wasn't ready for that. I think he knew too, and he started using tactics to make me give in. I saw through each one, but then he finally found a way.'

"I'm moving away for college in less than a week." Shura said. Lubbock looked away uncertainly. "Please. It would be memorable for me. That's all I ask."

"I'm sorry, but I just can't."

'That was the time he had snapped.'

"Oh come on! After all I've done for you!?"

"I'm not ready for that!"

"Everyone else does it all the time and you won't even jerk off!"

"Well that's good for them because I'm not 'everyone else'! I thought you understood that!"

Shura marched up and grabbed Lubbock's wrist.