All of me wants all of you.

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'Hi! Hi! You just can't leave like this. You know how difficult it is for me to forget you. Just don't go. Please! I mean you know my condition, don't you? Right? Please stay with me for a while. Please! I won't take much of your time.' She almost begged him for his short presence.

She suddenly felt that her face was cupped in his divine hands. He was coming closer, closer and closer. She would feel the heat of his body. Suddenly his lips covered hers. He started moving his hands all over her body. His touches were awakening her dead testosterones and moaned with pleasure.

After sometime she found herself on a bed in another world full of infinite clouds. Everything was so numinous. She didn't notice herself in that infinity but when she did - she found herself totally naked. The one for whose presence she begged for a while ago was cuddling with her. Again he started kissing her. Deeply and hungrily as if she would vanish if he ever left her. His lips felt so divine and tasteful. She didn't want that to end - EVER.

He then kissed her eyes, forehead, moving down to her neck and then he starting playing with her swollen nipples, licking and kissing. That was none other then a real dream. He then went down towards the center of her legs. He starting kissing her core. Giving her intense pleasurable that she groaned.

She was glazing at him sensuously when their eyes met.

'I can't wait'. She found herself saying.

He nodded just before she felt his hardness inside her. He was slowly building speed. She wanted him to move faster and faster, and didn't want him to stop - ever.

He was teasing, licking and sucking her right nipple. They both were groaning loudly.

'I never want this to end'. She said while kissing his forehead.

'Me too'. This was all he could say as she placed her finger on his lips and said: 'Promise me that you'll never leave me again'.

'Never'.

She just felt her orgasm coming that she suddenly woke up.

'Holy Shit! It was just a dream'. Julia said in disappointment. She got out of bed and massaged her head to relax herself.

Then her phone started ringing. It was Bella - Her best friend.

'Hi. Guess what I saw Andrew in my dream, again. These dreams are driving me crazy. I think I will just lose my sanity'. Tears began to fell from her eyes.

'Honey I can imagine how difficult it is for you to forget him. But accept this fact that you need to forget him. He is no more. You'll be the one who will at the end get into a big trouble and the only one who will get hurt. Understand?'

'I miss your brother Bella.' She started crying.

'You're not the only one who misses him. For God's sake stop crying. Stop. Crying.'

'That dream just reminded me of my first time with Andrew. It was so painful and yet so pleasurable at the same time. Oh God! I want him so badly'.

'Baby can you go to dinner with me and my family today? It'll be great!' Bella wanted to succeed in diverting her mind. And yes she did. Julia agreed to go out with them and they ended up talking about what dresses they should wear.

Bella wants to take all worries of her best friend away. She wants her to be the happiest person alive yet like she was before.

Julia is a twenty four year old girl who had just lost her fiancé, Andrew. Nobody knows where he is. Andrew was her whole life for her. They main reason she was alive particularly after her parents death. She lost her mother when she was born. And her father at the age of twelve. Andrew took her attention and made her forget her about her parents' death. This cruel world returned into a safe haven for her because of his unconditional love for her.

The thought of him being dead blowed her mind away.

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Julia was in a sexy black dress which she was wearing with a white bracelet.

She saw her reflection in the mirror. Her hair looked awesome. Just the way Andrew like. She thought. His thoughts was about to make her cry but she decided to control herself as she heard a knock on the door.

'Hi!'. She turned around and saw that it was Zylen.

'Hi Zylen. How are you? It's been a very long time since we have talked right?'.

'Yes! Longtime. You don't miss me.' Then suddenly sadness prevailed on his face.

'I miss you.'

 'Hmm we should get going. Mom And Dad are already waiting for us in the car. Come.'

'What about Bella? Where is she?'

'She's not well. She wanted to stay at home.'

'I hate you Bella. Your boyfriend is more important to you than your best friend. How can I stay in Zylen's company without her. Oh God!'. She mumbled.

Her real problem was Zylen - Andrew's identical twin. Same face, same body, and same voice. She couldn't control herself whenever he's around in these 6 months of Andrew's death. It was very hard for her. 

Uncle Jack and Aunt Victoria - Andrew's parents wanted Julia to marry Zylen after his death. She was very confused. Being with a guy who has everything of Andrew's would be arduous. She would often call him Andrew which will clearly invite that hot-tempered and aggressive guy's anger - the only way in which he differed from Andrew. She would never love him.

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'Hi'. Julia said as she entered the car. Andrew's parents greeted her with great enthusiasm but still she wondered how sympathetic they were from the inside for her as well as for their own selves. Sometimes, just sometimes it's really important to hide ones feelings. No matter how strong they are, they really need to remain hidden.

While she was busy in her thoughts she was told by Uncle Jack to come out of the car. They already have decided to go to Burger King - Andrew's favourite restaurant. The manager came and handed them the menus. Julia suddenly notices Zylen's glaze at her. Those eyes, Ahhh those eyes. He was everything she had. She remembered her first date when she said Andrew to that: 'Andrew you remember studying about needs and wants lists?.... Hahahaha, don't look at me like that. Ummm... If anyone asks me to identify you in the two lists then clearly would have stated that you're in my needs list not my wants list. I love you so much. Always and forever.'

She wanted to cry out loud but still she controlled herself and looked away from Zylen