Superman || Cole Pendery

Umm...

Beky's POV

i swear I thought I was getting over him but every time I hear his name, I can't help but remember how much I loved him. It is hard. He was always there, making sure I was happy, making sure I felt special. He's the only one who has ever done that for me. Now he's gone.

i had three missed Calls from Austin so I called him back.

the phone rang as I finished cleaning up my tears and tried to sound strong.

"hello, Beky?" He said into the phone

"hey Austin what's up" I said trying to get to the point. I felt like crying again so I wanted to finish the phone call.

" Turns out I have a meeting tonight with the guy from Universal records. I need to be there so I don't think we can go to that date tonight, but would tomorrow work?" He said trying to make things sound nice

"tomorrow I have to go with the boys to the mall so they can perform and then they have to play another concert after in the arena before they leave." I said 

"Oh well... Umm how about Friday" he asked. I couldn't turn him down so I said Yes. We wrapped up the conversation and he hung up after. I started bawling my eyes out. i don't think I can get over Cole but at the same time, I love Austin as well. My life is so complicated.

Dana came down to my room with Dalton. They realized I had been crying even more so they just hugged me tightly. I really honestly don't know what to do. 

"Beky, finish cleaning up we have to leave in an hour." Dalton said getting up from my bed. Dana got up as well and they left my room. I looked through my closet to see what I could wear. There was nothing that really made me feel happy wearing so I just put random Clothes on. I curled my hair to make soft curls, put mascara on and left. (It took me an hour to get ready) I joined the guys in Dalton's car. We drove over to the Mall not bothering about Cole because he texted Dana saying that he would get there in his car.