Who Do I really Love?

TeamMena

I'm in the process of dropping King off.  It's your girl Cyn. I'm scared because Erica asked me to stay for a while after dropping King off. King just went to his grandmother's house she lives across the street and his cousins are there. I kinds have a feeling that E had something to do with this but here I am downstairs in E's house. Five minutes later she told me to come upstairs so I did and what I saw was so beautiful it was roses in a heart saying I'll always love you. I was crying but they were happy tears. I turned around & there she was she kissed me but as much as didn't want our make out session to end it had too because I don't know who I wanna be with. I kept begging her to stop but she pinned my hands over my head and she didn't stop til we went to the bed & she got #her. I didn't feel bad I was just confused she knew I didn't want her to stop. I couldn't stop crying & she thought it was her fault but it wasn't any one's fault I just fell in love with two people.  I told Erica I was gonna text her tonight & she said OK. I got in my car & kept crying I did eventually stop when King came over.  I told him I was fine & he went back to playing with his cousins. I love Erica so much it hurts.