he was, he is

• five •

it has been five weeks.
five very long, empty weeks without
the joyful presence of our dear micah.

he wasn't my boyfriend, as
some may think. no, he was
my best friend, my partner in crime.

i miss seeing his smiling face.
i miss hearing his loud, annoying laugh.
i miss making theories with him
and doing movie marathons.
i miss listening to him talk excitedly about what it'll be like after high school.
and i really miss our dance parties
we had in the living room, just the two of us rocking out to our favourite tunes.

dammit, i miss that micah.
it's been hard without him here.
it hurts seeing his family so depressed
and it hurts to see a world
without a huge dork like him around.
he was such a caring person who deserved a longer life.

i still don't know how to put my life
on play again, but one day i will.

micah rae duncan.
he was someone who meant
the universe to me.
he is someone who means
the universe to me.

although a person you love
may not here, they're not really gone.
micah is still with me
and he always will be.
once the constant waves of shock
are over, you'll soon come
to this conclusion:

our loved ones will live eternally
in our memories.

• the end •
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