Everyone says to keep on looking forward
But what if my brain is wired to think backwards?
I dwell on the past like someone who looks foreward to the future
My life is a never ending rabbit hole
Going farther and deeper to despair
My throat is suffocating with the thoughts in my brain
I'm brainwashed to be happy
Surrender seems to be the only word on my tongue
I see myself walking towards the edge
I don't stop, I succumb to the numbness
A never ending cycle of depression
