September 04, 2016
To whom it may concern,
I'm craving for pain, pain, pain and pain
I want to hurt myself so badly... I want to feel the cold metal against my skin and draw beautiful red lines
You know why? Because hurting myself will ease the pain I feel inside me. It'll make me numb
You probably think I'm stupid, well everyone thinks too
But there is a good thing in cutting my ugly skin
Because...
Cutting releases endorphins and endorphins relieve pain
Think I'm crazy?
Haha, you think I'm crazy?! Well, guess what? I don't give a shit!
I don't fucking care anymore, I'm fucking tired, tired of all the shits in my life!
Why the hell was I born in the first place anyway?!
-No One
