Sitting on the bed, Gon tried to focus on the thrum of his aura but kept getting distracted. Holding his ren was second nature, but his mind kept racing back to his encounters with Killua and Hisoka. He still sometimes couldn't believe everything that had happened. So shortly after realizing his true feelings, Hisoka had accosted him in the hallway and took him to their room, where they were shortly joined by Killua for a night neither young man had expected. This morning he and Killua had barely woken up before they were back at it. They went from being virgins to a ravenous couple in a day. It was hard to believe.
His body knew it was true, though—there was a new awareness of himself that skittered along his skin and made him feel hot. Killua had left sometime earlier that afternoon and already Gon was feeling tense. As when they first learned nen, a dam within him had burst open and there was a new and unstoppable current raging from inside him. Where there had been nen (that he had learned to control), now there was lust that colored every thought. He was insatiable, and Killua still wasn't back.
He scolded himself and tried again to focus.
He heard the door click open and the sounds of Killua in the other room. Soon the white-haired young man came strutting into the bedroom, his hands casually in his pockets.
Gon smiled at him.
"You're back!"
"Yeah," said Killua, sitting down on the bed next him.
He touched Gon's jawline and leaned in, kissing him with plush lips.
Gon kissed back enthusiastically. They both had a sense of urgency even though Killua had only been away for a few hours.
"I missed you."
As Killua kissed Gon he started to really feel guilty about going to see Hisoka alone. He should tell Gon, shouldn't he? What would he say? They hadn't really talked about any of this yet….
"I missed you too," Killua said, sincere.
Gon deepened the kiss, sweeping Killua up in the passion. He was immediately turned on, consumed in Gon's smell and the warmth of his body and the press of his touch. Gon fell back onto the bed as they kissed, pulling Killua on top of him. It was so easy for Killua to give in to Gon, to give him everything.
Killua pushed himself up and looked down at Gon, smiling at how flushed he looked already.
"Where did you go?"
Killua winced at the question, but he wouldn't lie.
"I… I went to go see Hisoka."
Gon perked up.
"Hisoka? Did… Did you..."
Killua shifted his gaze guiltily before nodding. He was afraid to look at Gon. He shouldn't have gone.
"UGH NO FAIR!" Gon whined loudly. He threw himself flat on the bed, his bottom lip sticking out impetuously. "I was here all afternoon by myself, all... all... hornyand wondering when you would get back, when I could have come with you to have sex with Hisoka!"
Killua's eyebrows raised in surprise. Of course Gon would only be jealous that he couldn't come with. He moved further up on the bed so he was sitting next to Gon.
"You can come with from now on. I… I just needed to be alone with Hisoka this one time."
Gon looked up at him with puppy eyes.
"Why couldn't I come with?" he pouted.
"Be...Because…" Killua flushed with emotion. "I needed him to teach me to do stuff...like how he does...stuff... so I could do everything you wanted."
