"What?" Louis eyes were wide. He quickly shuffled off the bed, "you said what?"
I opened up my mouth to say something, but he interrupted. "No dont say it again. I heard you, just dont."
Each word was a bang in my chest. My eyes started to water up. He got dressed and started for the door.
"Im going to finish breakfast you uh wash up and we'll leave after we eat."
My face fell even more.
"I thought we were staying here longer?"
"Plans Change Harry ,now hurry up", he growled.
I got up grabbing a towel looking down the whole way towards the bathroom. Once I shut the door I fell. The tears spilled out. I couldn't help it. I hurried to the bath tub, and turned the water on forgetting he could probably hear me right now. Stupid Harry. Stupid,stupid,stupid. Why did you say that? You barely know him!
I fucked up. I deserve everything thats coming to me. I stepped into the shower, and I couldn't tell if it was tears or just the water running down my face. Small hiccups echoed and bounced off the walls. Im such a baby.
Louis' face was so confused, and through his eyes I saw frustration.
I turned the knob and stepped out, grabbing my towl and drying myself off. Wiped off the fog on the mirror. Standing there I looked at my appearance. My eyes were puffy and my nose was red. My lips were a bit red also. God Louis can't see me like this. I scrambled through the cabinets looking for something to hide this.
I found an eyedrop bottle. Once i dropped some to my eyes I wrapped the towel around my waist, and stepped out. The cold air sending goose bumps to my body.
Get yourself together Harry. Walking into the bedroom I got my stuff ready and got dressed. Once done, I made my way to the kitchen. Louis had his head down eating his breakfast,not even looking up at me. Sitting down across from him I ate the breakfast he had made.
"Tell me when your done. I'll start putting your bags in the car. Take your time". With that he got up and left.
I sat there, my eyes started watering up again. I shook my head and got up throwing the food in the trash. Going into the bedroom telling Louis I was ready to go already.
He raised his eyebrows a bit, but didn't question anything. Good.
The ride was even more awkard then ever. Maybe it was a mistake. A huge one. Can't change it now.
Im just that powerless.
