"Expectations are the root of all heart aches."
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To that guy with a happy relationship with his girl friend, long live and more LQ's (charoooot😂) este power to both of you. Tandaan, walang forever !(charoooot ulit😂✌)
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November 14 2013
That was the day I learned that there's a you existing. My best friend just introduce you to me, in the weirdest way. Yes. Hindi pa kita nakikita ng personal. My best friend and my other friends just keep on talking about you, it makes me curious. Lintik naman kase yung pagdescribe nila sayo, parang ang gwapo gwapo mo pero inosente ang mukha, kaso masungit ka daw. That masungit ka daw? That get my attention. And so I got to know you. And at the back of my mind, I wish I never did.
February 14 2014
Valentines day. Typical day for a girl without love life, its so me. I was just hanging out in our classroom with my best friend and her boy friend, making me look like a third wheel when you came. Dahil nga hindi kita kilala personally, I just ignored your arrival. Eh sa di kita kilala eh. Then my best friend, knowing what I feel for you introduce you to me again.
Yes, weird as it may seem, nagkaron agad ako ng feelings sayo. Oo, totoo yung sinasabi nilang masungit ka, but then they didn't get the chance to know you more. You're a sweet and funny person. You talk to me, opens up to me and you even share your thoughts to me.
"Fall, si Cloud nga pala. Magkakilala na kayo tama?"
Oh my......
GOSH!!!!
I look up just to see you smiling down at me. And that very moment, I just gave you the permission of breaking my heart.
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After 2 years, mas nakilala kita. Ikaw yung tipo ng lalaki na taong bahay lang. Introvert ika nga. Pareho tayo. Ikaw rin yung tipo na hindi mahirap patawanin. Mabenta nga sayo yung mga knock knock jokes ko sayo. Kahit corny, sige pa rin. Dahil tuloy sayo madami akong nalamang jokes. Tapos madami na rin akong alam sayo. Blue and black are your favourite colour, tapos mas gusto mo yung grapes and orange kaysa apple, mas gusto mo rin yung nilaga kaysa sinigang. Opposite tayo sa mga bagay na yan. Lalo na sa favourite food. Spaghetti ka , carbonara ako. 🍝 Pero ayos lang, opposites attract naman eh diba?
We used to text everyday. Lahat ng ginagawa ng bawat isa alam ng isa. Minsan nga nagpapaalam pa. Tapos pag may sakit, pinagpapahinga agad kasi nagaalala yung isa. Minsan nga magtext na tayo, magkachat pa. Ang close na natin. Comfortable na tayo sa isa't isa. Kahit anong sabihin pwede. Attached na attached na tayo. Ang sweet sweet na natin. Kaso may kulang eh.
Hindi tayo malinaw, malabo tayo.
No one dare to confess or talk about something associated with their feelings. Natakot ako eh.
Natakot maFALL.
Funny it may seem, pero inaasar yata ako ng tadhana. Kasi naman ang gulo natin. I asked myself back then, "Ano Fall? Dyan ka na lang? Kuntento ka na dyan?"
