When we sat down at our normal lunch table Hunter was already there. When my eyes met his, his started to feel with sadness. Hunter the boy with the brown eyes you could just get lost in had tears in them. This made me want to cry. It made me want to take away his pain, and hurt the person and or people who is making him feel this way. Then a thought came into my mind, he never really cared for me why do I care about him. Nathan shows how he feels about me.
Nathan, the boy who dyed his hair red, also whom plays saxophone. He has always been there for me for years, he understands my pain when it comes to this. He makes me laugh when I am down, as soon as he walks in I get a big goofy smile on my face.
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Why is it today that feel like shit? This is my first game back, and on top of that it's a away game at sliver-dell.
" Nathan, can I use you as a pillow?" I asked my guy friend sitting across from me on the other side. When he turned around I put my arms around him and laid my head on him. God, my head is killing me, and on top of that a girl that plays flute with me doesn't play right at all. She's all the time playing to high. I'll probably have to sit by her.
" Athena are you okay? " Nathan asked me. What should I say ' I don't feel well, at all I just want to lay down and die.' no I can't say that I believe he will worry far too much he has his own stuff to deal with that I'm sure of.
" Ya I'm fine Nathan, I just have a really bad headache right now. " I'm really not fine though, can he tell that I'm telling the full truth? I hope he doesn't. Not long later I ended up falling asleep using him as a pillow and man he makes a good one at that.
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" Athena, are you okay, why did you keep leaving to go to the bathroom was you getting sick or something?" Nathan asked with a worried look upon his face. Could I tell him the truth that I kept feeling I was going to have a panic attack? No, I can't tell him I'm lead to believe I need him.
" Ya, I kept feeling sick. " I told him then I laid my head down on him. He then put his arms around me in a caring kind of way as if not to hurt me. I was half asleep when I could hear him say..." I'll do anything to keep you safe.." that's all I could make out. Could he possibly like me? No, who would I don't even like myself how could anyone else ?
