Objectively talking Ámbar shouldn't feel bad about what she did. Because she didn't do anything extremely bad, in fact she had done many worse things than that, it wasn't even in the list of the worse 50 things she had done to Luna, but here she is, sitting in the Jam&Roller with Jazmín and Delfi and feeling awful about it.
"Are you sure you're okay?"Delfi asks half focused on ámbar, half looking for Pedro.
"Yes, I am." Ámbar says mildly annoyed. "Why don't you focus in looking for your new boy toy."
Delfi rolls her eye at Ámbar's answers but does what she says.
"She probably feels bad about the Luna thing." Jazmín comments while playing on her phone and Ámbar is reminded that she is not nearly as dumb as everyone thinks she is.
"Do you?"Delfi looks at her in the eye.
"Of course I don't." Ámbar tells them in a matter of fact tone.
"Well." Jazmín stands up to go who knows where. "It doesn't seem like it."
"She is right you know." Delfi tells her and Ámbar can see that she won't drop it, luckily she spots Pedro in the corner of her eye.
"Pedro is here."She tells Delfi but she stays on the chair in front of her staring at her so she just gives her a pointed look and she stands up with a mix of slight defeat and excitement.
"Sulking it's not a good look on you." Simón says sitting in front of her a few seconds later.
"Everything is a good look on me." Ámbar says petulant.
"No comment." Simón smiles at her.
"You know I'm right."
"What I know is that it looks like something is bothering you." Ámbar shakes her head looking at him as if he were crazy. "Don't give me that look I know you enough to know this."
"You are not gonna like what I'm going to say."Ámbar warns him but he just smiled openly at her. "And you are totally going to judge me and get mad at me."
"I won't I promise." He tells her.
"It might actually be totally fair of you to do it." She admits.
"Even then." He promises and something on ámbar heart clenches a little with the way he smiles at her.
"I might have said something not really nice to Luna." He just raises his eyebrows prompting her to continue. "About Matteo and what he might or not ever feel about her."
"You do realize that you gotta be blind to not notice that Matteo is totally smitten with Luna." Simón laughs and she wonders how can he be so light when talking about a boy who is totally going after his ex girlfriend, even is he is truly over her.
"Well Luna can be really clueless." She justifies herself and Simón makes a gesture with his head as if telling her she is right. "Besides it was not my best moment, in more than one way."
"But you feel bad about it now." Simón says.
"Yes and it's just ridiculous." Simón looks at her questioning. "What I mean is that this not the worst thing I've ever done to Luna."
"I'm very aware of that." Simón tells her sarcastically and Ámbar rolls her eyes at him."But now she is your friend so you don't want to hurt her."
"Maybe, but this is not the first time I've hurt a friend in some way to get something that i want and it probably won't be the last ."Simón looks at her surprised and she shrugs."What? I'm aware of my flaws."
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We Ain't Never Getting Older
FanfictionThe one where Luna really needs help with calculus and Ámbar offers her ex boyfriend as a tutor, or also known as the one where Ámbar has a plan to get back with her ex that backfires incredibly. Alternative summary: The one where Matteo crushes in...