Falling for my bully..?[Namjoon X Reader]

Chapter 5

you woke up to the sound of your alarm going off. you laid in bed for about 5 mins before getting up. once you get up and get ready, you head downstairs and realize its Friday, which made you really happy. you quickly make something to eat and start heading off to school. you kinda hoped Jungkook would come running up to you, but he didn't, so you got kinda sad.

you got to school and went straight to class and saw Namjoon already there, then you remembered you have to tutor him after school. you sat down and started studying for the test you forgot to study for when all of the sudden you got a text, you look to see who it is and it's Jungkook. 

SMS

Kookie: come to the roof

You: why?

Kookie: i need to tell you something.

You: ok, be right there.

You get up and head to the roof, but before you could leave namjoon says something..

Namjoon: where you going?

You: the roof

Namjoon: why?

You: jungkook texted me and said he needed to tell me something.

Namjoon: oh...

Namjoon sounded kinda sad when you told him why you were going to the roof. could he like me? you thought nah not possible. you just shook it off and continued to the roof. when you finally got up there you saw Jungkook sitting on the bench already.  you walk over and sit next to him. 

You: so what did you wanna tell me?

Jungkook: umm.. well.. its more of a question haha..

You: what is it?

Jungkook: umm.. i was wondering if you wanted to go on a date..?

You: sure, when?

Jungkook: what about tomorrow at 7?

You: sure, cant wait

After that conversation you headed back down to class. right when you sat down the bell rang signaling for class to start. you didn't realize you have been smiling like crazy until namjoon asked why you were so happy. you just told him that you were just having a good day, and he believed you.

class goes on and on

RINGGG

Once again, instead of going to lunch, you go to the roof. you were sitting there for a while until you hear the door and when you turn around you expected to see jungkook, but instead it was Namjoon. 

Namjoon: what are you doing up here?

You: ive been coming up here a lot, i mean, i have no friends or anything so theres no point in just sitting down there alone waiting for you to spill something on me.. plus i havent been that hungry.

Namjoon just looks down as if he felt bad.

Namjoon: im sorry..

You: for what?

Namjoon: everything..

You: its nothing, dont worry about it

Namjoon: no, its not nothing, im a total dick and i dont even know why.. we used to be so close, then one day i just started ignoring you which turned into me bullying you, you never even did anything wrong. 

You just look down

Namjoon: as we got older everyone started making fun of me for being friends with you cuz i was your only friend and you looked like a total nerd and everyone thought i was too cute to be your friend. so one day i just strted to listen to everyone and quit being your friend and just started to bully you because of how you looked.