words'n' feels

Home.

I miss you, even though you're with me.

I say, I want to go home even though this is the place I live.

Home.

I want my old life back, even though I don't even wanna think about it sometimes.

I want to talk to someone, even though I know I really can't.

I want to tell anyone, even though it hurts just to think of it.

I want to go there and I want to stay here.

I want to get away, even though I can't deal with change.

I don't want them to forget me, like the others did.

I don't want to forget them, like I forgot the others.

I can't deal with not knowing where I belong.

I don't wanna be there, but I feel like I can't stay here.

I feel like I don't belong there, but they say I don't belong here.

What do I do?

Where do I go?

Past.

Home.