The Exchange Student. { o n h o l d . }

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Hello friends. Aha lol that was awkward. Let me try that again..

Hey guys!

(Better?)

Sorry. I know i haven't updated in decades!! im really sorry! i truly am! I've just been so freaking busy. Volleyball ended and then i got pulled up to varsity volleyball for playoffs, then after we lost, my friends wanted me to try out for soccer, which was literally the day after volleyball ended.. so then i tried out for soccer. (reminder that I've never played, and so i was trying out for the high school team not knowing anything..) so then i made the team which i honestly don't know how I made the team. Ohh and yeah the team is a varsity team. so i made the varsity soccer team my first year playing ever. and i really suck at it! 

OMG my brother just stormed into my room saying "im going to kill obama because i can't find my tv remote" lol wtf.

so yeah. anyways i have soccer practice everyday and i haven't had time to even log on here. anyways!

finals are this whole upcoming week, and then...

WINTER BREAK BITCHES! HOLLA!!

ohh but i got a job at the ski resort, so i might be a little busy with that..

but other than that, i will deffo have time to update a lot! so i will try to update a lot soon!

I know its been awhile and im super sorry!

i really love you guys and thank you so much for reading my sorry and sticking with me even when i suck at updating and writing and everything else. i just want to thank you guys. if you ever need anyone to talk to you can tweet me @artichokeharry . honestly. if you're ever feeling alone, or depressed, or even suicidal you can talk to me. although i may not specialize in that type of stuff i will always try to my hardest to make you feel worth it, because you are. you are perfect, so perfect. you are wanted, even if it may not seem like it. you are beautiful, so freaking beautiful. you may not have tons of guys, or girls lining up for you, but that's not what beauty is. beauty is deep down inside. beauty isn't looks, it's not how many times you get asked out, it's seeing the good in everyone, its being kind and loving. beautiful is you. okay.

everytime you think of ending it all, or picking up that knife and cutting again, think again. please. because if you are strong enough to try and go through with it, you are strong enough to stop it. you are strong enough to punch all of the shit that's going on in your life right back in the face. to get over these hurdles in life. i love you. you are beautiful, perfectly imperfect, and you'll find someone who feels the same way.

im here for you love. dont ever forget.

I'll for real update soon. okay. bye:)

Ohh and btw midnight memories is fucking awesome. i cant even.

and hendall is a no go.

bye

- H .xx