If you run I will too.

Chapter thirteen

We were looking all til around 12:30.

At midnight I realized we should check at the baby sitter. we arrived there around 12. I searched the entire babysitters house. and then we went to the kitchen. There was Claire sitting on her counter. crying her eyes out.

Yelling "Kaweb! Where are you bubby?"

There was that little girl whispering to Claire. "Don't worry I'll get bubby soon."

"No you won't." I yelled.

I got Claire and we left.

I forgot to put her carseat in the car seat in so she sat on my lap.

Oops.

I called the police and told them we found her. I then called Frankie too.

We were packing to go.

I wrote Frankie a note

"Always remember I love you more. and this isn't because of you. it's because of other things. as of fans. they got to annoying and mean. And always tell Daniella daddy loves her. Im really sorry I'm going. but I think this will be better for me. I'll have my phone with me you can call me anytime and talk to me and the twins.. and as for the mates, tell them I'm sorry. And that they should continue the band. also, please don't ever find another man. because I might come back in a few mmonths i just want to get away from this famous life. I love you more Frankie and Daniella<3"

Tears started pouring down my face. I couldn't belive this. I was actually leaving. Here and now. with Claire and Kaleb. not being a part of Daniella's life. without Frankie.

Wow. this might be harder than I thought. but I have to. I'm not giving up, I will probably come back in a few months. but who knows.

This is it. were leaving tommorow.

I put the kids to bed and finished packing the bags and car. I'm so scared and eexited

{wow. NIALLS LEAVING WITH THE TWINS. I thought this was pretty good what'd you guys think? only update today. sorry night guys}