Changing Cold City Boy (Shut up flower boy band/Hyun Soo)

Grieving

I ran to the hospital as fast as I could, with tears in my eyes. Please be alright. As I arrive, I ran to the emergency room.

"Sorry, but you have to wait out here." said a nurse.

"I have to see my father!" I yelled as someone pull me back as they close the door.

"Ae Cha, calm down." someone said as he hold me.

"Let go!" I said as I fight back and push him off.

As him fell, I saw his face, it was Hyun Soo. He got up.

"What's going on?" he said.

"My.... f-ather had a car accident."I said as I fell onto the ground and began to cry.

"Ae Cha... Everything going to be alright." he said as crouch down beside me and hug me.

I cling to him and I grip his shirt tightly into my hands as I was crying. We been waiting for more then a hour. Finally the doctor came out, I shot up.

"Is my father alright?" I said.

"I'm sorry. We tried are best but he lose too much blood and here. These were the things we could get out of his car and his stuff in his pocket." the doctor said.

There was a big envelope, I open it. It was custody forms. I fell to the ground.

Remember:
DAD- I"ll try to take back custody of you.

"This can't be..... " I said softy as tears fell down and I tried to go the emergency's doors but Hyun Soo stop me.

"LET GO OF ME! I have to see my dad!" I scream as tears pour out more.

Hyun Soo hugged me tight.

We had the funeral in a week after the accident. I wasn't holding up so well. I cried every second and couldn't sleep at all. I sat down there looking at my father picture.

"Here eat something." said Hyun Soo as he handed me a sandwich.

"I'm not hungry." I said.

Then my mom show up. I got up and ran to her.

"IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT! If you haven't take custody of me then dad wouldn't have come over here and get a car accident. Me and dad would had a happy life." I yelled at her as Hyun Soo hold me back from hitting her.

"I'm sorry." she said as tears fell down.

After the funeral, my dad lawyer came to us and said that dad gave everything to us(me and my mom). Then he came to me and gave me a box that dad wanted to get me before he died. As we arrive home. I went to my room and began to cry.

"Abeoji! Why do you leave all by myself." I cried as I hugged my pillow tightly.

I open the box that my dad lawyer gave me. There was letter and a photo. I grab the letter first. It says

To my dearest daughter, if you're reading this then that means that I have pass away. I know you will cry a lot but please don't, I hate the thought of you crying. We promise to tell each other everything and don't keep secrets but I broken that promise and I'm sorry. The one thing I didn't tell was that I have cancer and don't have much longer to live so when you get this letter I have already die for the cancer inside of me. I terribly sorry that I didn't tell you. I found out when I had cancer was when I finish doing to the custody forms and ready to got to court but when I found out, I left the custody form in my car and never take it out because I didn't want you to know that I don't have much time to live so if you have the custody form. Please throw it away and don't think about it. Can do one flavor for me can you talk to your mother and have a bond with her before it's to late. That is my last wish. I don't want you to hate your mother because she love you so much. The reason why she works so much, it's for you. For you to have things you want and school fees so please understand. Be a good daughter to your mother that all I want. Love, dad

Tears drops landed on to the paper. WHY did he tell me?! Why did I notice he was sick?! He was coughing when I was calling him. Tears pour out like a river. I grab the photo and it was a family photo from 2 year ago. I hugged the photo tightly as I cried.

Mom:

As we arrive home, I see Ae Cha went to her room not wanting to see me. Which made me sad. As I was about to knock on her door, I heard her cry out "Abeoji! Why you leave all by myself." as I heard that my heart just shatter. I ran to my room as tear fell. I grab the photo of our wedding day. I slowly touch it.

"Why did you leave me so soon." I said as I cried.

Flashback:

Ring Ring

"Hello. What is it?" I answer my work phone.

"Umm madam, your ex- husband is on the phone and wants to talk to you." said my assistant.

" Okay." I said.

"Hello." I said.

"Hi." he said cheerily.

That made me smile.

"What do you want." I said as I went back to my serious voice.

"I calling to let you know that I have cancer and don't have much time to live. I just wanted to tell you I love you." he said as he hang up.

"What! Hello!" I yell.

I left work right away and went to his/our house. There I see him waiting for me.

"I knew you would rush over here." he said as he smiled.

I ran to him and hit him softly as I began to cry.

"Why?" I said as cried.

He pull me towards him and hugged me.

"I know you're upset." he said as he hugged me tighter.

"Don't leave me." I said as I cling to him.

"I know I don't want to leave you too but I don't much time left." he said as he kiss the top of my head.

"I love you" he whisper to me.

" Me too." I replied as I buried my face into his body

"Can you do a flavor for me? Can you talk your daughter and get along." he said.

"Yes, I want that to but she hates me now." I said.

"It take time. Just keep trying to talk to her and soon she will open up." he said.

"Okay, I'll take your word for." I said as I smile.

"I haven't see your smile forever and I miss it so much." he said as he kiss me.

The thing is that we still love each other very much but he didn't like how I work so much so that why we divorce even though we still love each other.

Reality/Present:

"I should of have stop working so much so I could take care of you." I whisper as I hugged the photo and cried.