if my 2 middle school crushes were gay

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******** In all seriousness, I got Ethan and Lucas's permission to write this and it is a joke, I would never write anything sexual unless I got permission. I mean I'm a sexual teenage girl but-not that bad don't worry. So enough delays. Get your ** ready ;)) **********

      This was awful and awkward. Why were the girls doing this? Why did they think him and Amelia were straight! As much as Lucas didn't mind heteros he couldn't pretend to be something he's not for society, he was not attracted to females. At least not now, change happens but for now he was attracted to big, noice men and the world needed to understand it. He wanted the world, his friends, his school, the Asian girls to see him as he was; gAy. Besides, he wasn't closed minded; he thought about Amelia, what he liked about her and what not, they were all...friend things. Things a bro would like about his best bro nothing..romantic! A very platonic love. Nothing more. He sighed as he began to brush his teeth. Starring at his reflection in the bathroom. Another awful thought crossed his mind.

What if Ethan thought he was straight?!

Lucas had liked Ethan for almost two years now and he couldn't believe all this was happening so fast. Him and Amelia were NOT a thing and no one would listen.. besides he didn't even talk to Ethan. He was smart, and probably one of the prettiest guys in the whole school. Lucas was...well Lucas.(no offense you're tHe bEst)) He didn't care about the rules. He was a rebelllllll. Ethan barely knew him..but he oh so knew Ethan. Everything about him-he hated thinking about how much of a stalker he was. He knew his favorite flowers, favorite color, birthday, locker number. Everything. Of course he wouldn't tell this to the guys. They'd think he was weak. But as far as he could tell being in love with Ethan would make him gay!

Eventually he arrived to school and everyone was starring at him when he walked in. Except the few guys who stuck with him. Things would be different today.. he was gonna tell the guys how he was gay..surely them. out of all people, would get him justice! The school bell rang indicating it was time for class, and all the kids rushed to class with their backpacks slung on their back. Today was a boring talk about why Kim Kardasians ass was so huge even though she claimed there was no surgery done. This didn't really interest Lucas and he found himself starring at Ethan. He never did this in class where people could see but today he was feeling risky. What else could go wrong. His blonde hair ran above his shoulders and the school lighting gave it a perfect glow. He smelt like warm vanilla..

"Pssssst!" Lucas didn't even notice the kid practically shouting at him (for whispering in a classroom that is). "PSSSST ASSHOLE!" the voice whisper-yelled again throwing a crumpled up piece of paper at his head. The annoyed child turned his head to find Charles calling him.

"What do you want?" He asked irritated. Charles signaled down to the piece of paper he hit him in the head with. It read; 'Do you li-'

"Lucas what do you think you're doing?" Miss Childers asked angry. Lucas looked up at her, a blank expression on his face.

"Reading." He simple stated.

"Reading a NOTE? I will givE yOu a StOp sIgN!"

"You already gave me-"

"WHAT IS ON THAT NOTE lUcAs I SWEA-"

"It's just science notes." Ethan politely explained. The teacher instantly stiffened up believing the young man who was always well behaved in her class. She had to believe him. "I noticed Lucas was behind." he finished smiling. The teacher sighed.

"Alright that makes sense. I apologize for the yelling Lucas. But you still have that stop sign." He..stood up for him? And he said his name! His heart fluttered excitedly. Wow! This was amazing! Best day ever real fast! He taped Ethans shoulder. he turned around. In his mind his face was glowing like an angel. He instantly became stiff with fear. He tried to speak with his normal, non emotional voice but he stuttered halfway through.