Chapter 4- You Monster

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Loki kept staring at me like I was an insect under a microscope. He watched my every movement and it made me uncomfortable.

"You never did tell me your age Hela." He said less frantically then last time which leads me to believe he already knew. Still, I didn't speak.

"Can you tell me your age?"

I just glared at him angrily.

"I see." Loki nodded to himself and I just stared at him.

"I'll have you talking soon." He smiled and I just ignored him, though that sentence scared me terribly.

I sat there silently. We landed in some remote area, Loki came up behind to me and wrapped a blindfold around my eyes.

"Safety precautions."

I did an unladylike thing and spit in the direction of his shoe. He froze in his spot and picked me up, throwing me over his should.

"Hela, you do not remember, but you are my child. You are my daughter, you're my Hela." Loki said firmly and I started to kick and scream.

"No! Mental diseases are genetic! I don't want to be crazy!" I wailed and Loki laughed.

"I am not crazy sweetheart," he said and was gentle when we walked, despite my squirming and arguing.

"Hela, sweetheart stop!" He yelled as he almost dropped me, I only thrashed around more, trying to get away. I eventually fell hard on my bump, looking up at Loki I stood up and stomped on his foot, then ran. I yanked the blindfold off, I was in a desert area, I think. I'm not sure, all I know is I didn't see anyone around.

"Help me!" I shrieked, Loki yanked my arm and scooped me up. He held me firmly and gave me a frown.

"There is no one around for miles Hela, even if you did get away you wouldn't make it." He said and I bit his shoulder.

"Hela!" He yelled in anger and I began punching his back.

"Your a monster! You're not my dad! You monster let me go!" I shrieked and cried out when Loki suddenly took my down steps. He was gentle surprisingly, though I could tell he was losing patience.

"Hela, stop it. You are only harming yourself." He said and I began to cry.

"I want to go home." 

"Shh my baby Hela." Loki said softly and I sobbed harder.

"Please, take me home! I promise I won't do anything. I want daddy and mommy! I want Jarvis and Lulu my Teddy Bear!" Emotions flew around inside of me, bouncing off my ribs and piercing into my heart.

I was scared. So very scared, I want my dad with me. I want  my mommy to be braiding my hair while daddy chatted with her and me. Jarvis noting us of people coming to the door. I want home.

"Please, let me go home." I whispered and sniffled, wiping my nose. Loki shook his head.

"Your home is with me, it's with your mother and I. You do not have your mother Hela darling, but you have me. I will never let you go ever again." He said and I began to cry again.

Loki opened a door and set me on my bed. I tried to run past him, but he caught me and tossed me on the bed. 

"No."

I started to chuck the white pillows at Loki, making a mess. He told me to stop, but I just shoved him away and began to wipe the dresser clear of the dresses in it. He caught my hands and shoved me to the bed, using a blanket her tied my wrist to the bed.

"Even if you get out of the knot, the door is lock. I'll come back when you've calmed down." He said and I spit at him again.

I used to do that when I was younger. Whenever I had a temper tantrum I'd spit at my mom and dad, I grew out of that though. At least I thought I had.

"I hate you! I hate you! You're not my daddy! Go away!" I screamed and tugged on the restraints and Loki .

He closed and locked the doors. I sat on the bed and cried into a pillow, I was so lonely. I never felt like this before, I've never felt so afraid.

-_-_-_-_-_- 3rd Person-_-_-_-_-_-_-

Hela had fallen asleep she was exhausted from her temper tantrum and Loki knew she'd sleep. She would always fall fast asleep after she cried when she was younger. She woulf tire herself out.

Hela had woken up later, she made the bed and slid off her black buckle shoes. She sat on the bed and stared at nothing, as if she were in a trance. Loki had come in, but she didn't acknowledge him. He talked to her, but she didn't respond. Even when he got down to her level- directly in her line of view- it was as if she saw through him.

"Hela, please." He pleaded her and she did not even blink, "I bet your hungry, I'll get you some food." 

He walked out and came back with small PB and J sandwiches, she looked at it and stuck her nose in the air. He held it out for her, but she didn't take it. 

"Hela eat, you're hungry." He said and she did not respond. He sighed in defeat and set her food on the table, "I'll leave this here."

Walking out Hela looked at the food, her stomach rumbling. But she did not take the food, she'd starve before she took anything from him. She was afraid it was as if she would become a Persephone, trapped because of the Pomegranate seeds she ate. Hela would be stuck here, and she did not want that. Not one bit.

She felt a tear slip down her cheek, she quickly brushed it away. Sliding under the covers she curled into the fetal position and fell asleep.

A few hours later Loki came in, angry that the food was untouched. He didn't want to wake her, but he was furious. Taking the food he stormed out.

-End of Chapter 4-

Guys, I am very sorry. I suck. I know. I am sorry! 

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