the emo and the popular

hope

sky's pov

hey silver i just got to go get a few thinks

OK want me to come with you?

you probably shouldn't ill be right back

OK

i slowly walk to the front door maybe i should turn around as i place my hand on the doorknob i'm already shaking. maybe hes asleep? i slowly walk up the stairs i right as i'm about to make it to the hallway the floor creaks. fuck. i see my dad storm out of his room

WHY THE FUCK AREN'T YOU AT SCHOOL!

im...im sorry dad i ....

YOU FUCKING WHORE!

i wince as he punches me in the jaw i hear the crack as soon as his fist hit my face i start to whimper

YOUR A FUCKING DISGRACE TO THIS FAMILY! ITS YOUR FAULT YOUR MOTHER'S DEAD I YOU SHOULD HAVE THE ONE TO DIE!!!!

i couldn't hold the tears back IT WASN'T MY FAULT! STOP BLAMING ME FOR EVERYTHING YOU SHOULD HAVE BEEN THEIR FOR HER INSTEAD OF BEING A FUCKING DRUNK ASS BITCH!!! i immediately regret saying that i mean he deserved it but now i'm gonna get my ass beat and i was right he picked me up and slammed me through the glass table

owwwww i whimper

FUCKING BITCH

all i could see is my father punching me i try to move away but i slip and fall onto a piece of glass it cuts into my stomach

fuuuckkkkk i whine

YOU FREAK GET OUT!!!

i grab my blade, some clothes and makeup i then storm outside clutching my stomach i run into silver

hey you ok?

LETS JUST GO!

ok?

we walk to silvers house in silence i don't want to tell him anything what just happened when we get to his place he shows me his room it's colored black with a bunch of band posters. it was nice

hey where's the bathroom?

right in here

thanks i mumble

he points to a door in his room i walk into his bathroom and lock the door i grab my blade out and carve FREAK into my lower stomach right above my hip. i am a fucking freak I'm nothing maybe i should die. it would end all this pain. i drag the blade across my wrist i go deep and deeper and i don't want to stop but i don't want to cut a artery right now. i cut more than i can count on my wrist i move to my stomach 1 cut 2 cut 3 cut 4 cut 5 cuts 6 cuts 7 cuts i could go on and on and on I'm just about to make a deep cut on my thigh when i throw the blade on the floor i slide down the wall and start to cry.. i don't care that my bloods getting everywhere i just want to sit here and bleed out

sky? you ok love?

shit i forgot i was at his place... um ya just give me a sec...

sky are you crying?

no

im coming in

i just sit their sobbing my blood piling into a little pool of blood drip drip drip drip i hear the doorknob jiggle i know he cant get in here i locked the door I'm a freak a loser I'm worthless.....

sky stop saying that that's not true!

just go away I'm fine

no your not

i thought he finally left but a couple seconds later silvers wait pick locking the door?

NO WAIT SILVER STOP. I'm to late the door swings open i put my head in my knees to hide my tears but he's still going to see the blade, the blood, my scars, my fathers marks i mean I'm only in my bra and underwear i did not want him to see out of any body to see my scars not him not my only friend my..crush

silvers pov

i start to picklock the door i knew she wasn't OK i heard her crying and that bruise on her face what the hell happend in their i finally get the damn thing to open click

NO WAIT SILVER STOP

i immediately swing the door open i gasp she's covered in blood not only on her wrist but her thighs her stomach which has the word freak carved into her lower hip i tear up

sky.....

i......

i dont say anything she doesn't need a lecture right now i fall to the floor on my knees and scoop her up in my arms and i just hold her their in my arms she starts crying in my chest

i...he....hurt.....then....hit....and....and..cut...sorry...i... *crying so much she was breathing short breaths*

i start kissing her scars gently

silver?

yes

thank u so much

anytime

i help her clean herself up i wiped all the blood off her gentle body like if i made the wrong move her fragile body would shatter i gave her one of my shirts and my shorts as i was waiting for her to come back out of the bathroom she came out in my shirt it was long on her almost like a dress kinda i thought to my self make the move i can do this whats the worst that can happen just lean in and do it.

skys pov

i sat down in front of silver i think i might like him i mean from that incident in the bathroom i dont know what it means now

so i..... i couldn't finish my sentence i was cut off by warm lips on top of mine it felt like our lips were meant for ecother i kissed back and pulled gently on the back of his hair he layed me down on my back i kissed back even harder i felt his hands go up to my thigh i wrapped my legs around his waist we deepens the kiss he rubs his thumbs under the tip of my panties i start to take his shirt off i throw it across the room

he takes my shirt off and starts sucking on my neck i moan and he knew i liked it he did it more trailing down my body he unbuckled the strap to my bra i immediately start moving my hips against his.

i wake up to arms around me and a soft snore.