Arrogant | K.JM [DISCONTINUED.]

Chapter 6

! QUICK AUTHOR'S NOTE !:

I DEVELODED A NEW WRITING STYLE FOR THE STORY SO IT'S GONNA BE DIFFERENT LIKE ALMOST ALL THE TIME SO I APOLOGIZE AS WELL AS NOT WRITING OFTEN. (AKA UPDATING)

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It was already the next morning , yesterdays events kept coming back to you.

"No No, It was the best thing you could of done (Y/N)"

But yet you kept regretting it. 

regrets. regrets. regrets.

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you woke up, you look outside your window only to find that it was still dark,

what time can it be now? you grabbed out your phone to find that it was already 3 am in the morning. 

...

i mean , the sun will come back up in only a few hours...

but wouldn't that take too long?

how about i just fall back to sleep?l

but i can't .

 my body tells me that i'm not tired but my brain wants a place to rest.

i can't stop thinking about him...

it make me feel like he's the devil...

i just want to be with him , i don't care if it hurts.

there is always bitterness in sweet.

but i don't want to be hurt anymore.

it felt like centuries since i saw him even though it's only been a few days.

but this is for the best isn't it ?

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after hours thinking about my life ,i didn't know what to do.

i should return yet i don't think i will be ready to return.

yeah, that seems right. i think i should just already forget about him.

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finally it was 7 am , ChaeYeol came in the room.

"Morning (Y/N)!! How was your sleep?"

"It was great." I said with a smile spreading across my face.

but the truth was that I didn't really get any sleep, yet the bed felt so nice ,but i just couldn't sleep. maybe it's because i don't want her worrying about me. 

"I'm glad to hear that! If you'll like I can let you stay until my parents come home, which is only a few months , if that's fine with you." she said smiling.

i nodded.

"thank you for the offer. i might just stay here or find another place to stay."

....

it was silent for a moment, until her mouth opened.

"I see, the choice is all yours." 

and she left the room , closing the door. 

she's offering me alone time. i might as well do something with it.

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i just can't bottle up these feelings;;

only if there was a way to show them...

maybe writing? 

joonmyeon...

but i still love you...