You're A Soldier Now

The Secrets Out Now

then he stands before us and tells us were going to be doing hand to hand combat for a few days because we have the guns covered for now.

we're spread out and he shows us some moves and then tells us that we are to fight with our partners for the rest of the day.

me and buck are good partners for the most part. other then i have no idea what im doing and he dose. an hour before its over the cap tells us we need to try tackles.

so i stand ready and buck waits for me to tackle him, i jump but i only make him stumble, i wish i could have played football.. it was interesting.

after my fith try he was on his butt but not knocked down and he was laughing at my weak trys.

then it was his turn, i went down every time and he would help me up. but then something happened, it was his last tackle and he jumped like normal but when we landed he was on my chest, he looked down at my chest then up at my face bewildered the he scrambled off looking even more confued and afraid. he helped me up but dosent say anything...

i think i messed up.

after that its over and tomorow is a saterday so we get to go into the town nearby. i start to walk away with the others hopeing buck wouldent track me down but no such luck. he waves the others on holding me back saying he wanted to talk with me for a minute and we would catch up.

i look from the corner the team rounded and back at buck, hes stareing at the ground. he looks up at me and shudders then backs me into the wall and holds my arms down against it "um buck what are you doing?"

"are you a... a girl?'' i laugh "no why would you-" he looks me in the eye makeing me trail off.

"you dont change in the same room, you dont watch us change you walk away, the lose clothes it all makes sence!" i push at him "your going stir crazy!" he nods "then exsplane-" he pulls my shirt up revealing my bra "this!" he lets me go leting my shirt fall. i go red and look at my feet then at him "dont tell anyone please buck!" he shakes his head "your not sopost to be here at all! your going to get shot if anyone else sees this! or if they find out... your dead if you leave! you really messed this up! why cant you stay home like a normal girl?!" i shake my head my face hard "is it so bad to want to be able to serve my county with more then cleaning a house or working a medical station? is it so bad to take my brothers place?"

"and thats another thing! how did you even get past the phisical?!" he says crossing his arms and leaning against the shack behind him, i shrug "he was drunk. i always wear my hair short and im not really a girly girl"

"i can see that!" he yells.

"whats keeping you two?" we look and see pinky, "nothing. i just wanted to give him some pointers on tackleing" buck says shooting my a sideways glace witch i try to ignor.

"well... come on we're missing dinner!" he says with a smile leading us to the mess hall. i go to walk in but buck stops me puting a hand on my shoulder and leaning into my ear ''this talk is not over" and then he puts on a fake happy act for the team witch i am greatful for.

　

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after dinner we all go back to the shack where buck starts to pace mumbleing to himself, "whats wrong with you?" tim asks warily watching buck pace. he sighs and shoots me a dirty look "i want to share something with you all but you cant tell anyone" they all now are looking closely at buck paying atention and a few noding.