the dream

the mall....

The mall was just as bad as the hospital, let me tell you now there where people pointing at us and whispering I didn't like but the twins were eating it up and saying "they look cuz we look so good together!" And stuff But I still Didn't like it what so ever I just.... Felt wired we get to the Jean place and they sit me down and pull some jeans off the hangers they hand me some "how do you know what size I am?" They look at me and smile "because we just know" they say and make me try the pants they fit and they look good dark blue Royal blue with black trim and they hug my body just right but my ass they make it look like it was huge and they both where looking at it I pull my beanie over my head so they can't see my face light up like a tomato but I know they know it was lighting up like a Christmas tree they laugh and pay for the jeans and Eric picks me up and I look at Kenny "now where are we going?" He smiles and says "Your mom has to make sure she likes them!" And with that I nod and just listen to Erics heart beat and I fall asleep when I wake up we are checking in on my mom "why didn't you tell us your mom's name was Ella?" Kenny asks "No one in the town calls her that they call her bam because of what made her end up here" they look at me and say at the same time what happened "I was in a relationship with a guy.... Yes I'm gay I was in a relationship that was not the same as when I get into it I was giving up everything for him and he was controlling I couldn't hang out with my friends and family with out getting yelled and some other things then she found out and well BAM! no more relationship so she get the nickname!" We walked in and she smiles "hey guys how are you doing?" They both look at her with a face they look her over and she makes a face then Kenny asked "what did you do to him?" She tilts her head and says "what?" I laugh and tell her I told them why she's called bam and she smiled "I whopped the ever loving fuck out of him!" She says as I laugh "this is all battle wounds from that I almost killed him and he get me in this!" She pounts to all the stuff "but he's in the room down the hall in the room that is like if you won't in it your dead" she says with a devilish smile I chuckle and she laughs they both look at each other as in to say "DAMN!" Without saying it they just hold me tighter and Kenny plays with my hair that makes me giggle my glasses pop off and they both look at my eyes and almost fall over my glasses make my eyes bigger and heavier than what they really are not that bad but they are smaller then what they look I pop my glasses back on and hide my eyes they look at each other and laugh