I'm fine!
I feel great!
These. These are the lies that he has told. He's so fucking happy it hurts.
Happy.
What does that mean?
Happy: Feeling or showing pleasure or contentment
Was he happy?
Did it make him happy that he spent hours over the toilet or the trash bin, forcing every calorie out of his body?
Did it make him happy, to cry himself to sleep each night and wake up and start the dangerous cycle over again?
Did it make him happy that he couldn't look in the mirror without hearing the voices tell him he isn't good enough?
The voices.
The voices in that poor boys head. Making him feel terrible. Miserable. Worthless.
Is he really okay???
This boy with the small frame and sunken cheeks?
This boy who only seems to be skin and bone?
This boy that internally cries.
He must be.
I'm okay.
He says it. Does he himself believe that though?
No one knows, not even him.
But he tells himself that.
You're okay Jimin...
But, he isn't.
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Uh, ok. Yup. Gotta Kris!
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