Letters to the Known and Unknown.

notes - 3

i knew i was hooked when i stared into your eyes, but my eyes were ignoring the fact that you were baked and what was in your eyes wasn't the same as what was in mine.

crushes are meaningless if you love someone else. but, is that love real if you crush on someone else? depends on if you go back to the person you love or not.
this may be some crush, but i can still feel my heart pounding out of my chest when ever i think of you, see you, or even read something you said.

"listen to your heart." listening to my heart means going back to people who forgot i existed, so no thanks.

thank you to that one person from the other night. thank you for holding me when all i wanted to do was cry. thank you for understanding as to why i'm miserably failing english class. i wanted you to be with me while i was crying but i realized twenty minutes in that you couldn't anymore, which made me cry more.

we're in the same situation. we love someone who doesn't want to be with us. as i crushed on you, you crushed on him and he made his way to you.

forget you, just because i have feelings for you doesn't mean i have to put up with your high ass, that's why you got a boyfriend now.

is this really it? is that how our story is ending? with a simple goodnight? no expressing feelings or fighting to stay? well, it was nice knowing you. you'll forever stay in my heart, even if i don't stay in yours.

maybe it's better to create some distance and burn the bridges that connect us.

i wish i could just text you and show you the excitement in my old soul but you'll end up ignoring me instead. i'll just show it here, not like anyone will answer. THE FUCKING CHICAGO CUBS ARE GOING TO THE WORLD SERIES FUCK YEA MOTHER FUCKERS– okay im done i'm going to go watch my sadistic/masochistic anime with female doms don't judge
btw stay strong grayson i love ya bud you're strong than the pain