Emotional Love//Pierce The Veil

Chapter 1

I hate my life. My brothers left me here for dead. They always said that they couldn't live without me, wonder how their lives are now that they have a band and probably forgot about me. I wonder how Tony is, Wonder if he betrayed me. And Jaime, Wonder if he found a new girl to be his burrito buddy. They all said they wouldn't. But something tells me that they have.

I hear footsteps coming down the stairs. I close my notebook and throw it under my bed. But it's to late, he's already at the door with a drunk ass face, looking pissed. 

"WHAT WAS THAT?!" He yells and walks over. "DAD No!" He grabs the book from under my bed and throws it open. I watch in fear as he reads all my thoughts. All my fears. All my, weaknesses. He shuts it with a smirk. 

"Little girl, you should've hid this better." He chuckles and grabs me by my shirt. "Next time I find something you've hid from me, your gonna be sorry." He throws me to the floor with a loud thud. God I'm a fat ass. He walks out and slams the door. I lay there, a mess. My life just got 5 times more worse. He knows what hurts me and now he's gonna use it against me. Vic hated him doing this. So did Mike. Vic would put up with the bullying, the abuse, just to keep me safe. But now he's not here, now I'm forced to deal with all this pain. 

I reach for my phone. Maybe Vic and Mike can help. I unlock the screen and open my messages. 

Vic, Help he found my notebook. He's getting worse. I need help Vic. I can't stay here any longer. All the pain, all the name calling and abuse, I can't anymore! Vic please help I don't know what to do.

I hit send. Why do I do this. I deserve to be thrown around like rag doll. Nobody loves me. Nobody ever has.

My thoughts are interrupted by my phone ringing. I look at the screen and see it's Vic.

"Hey." I croak out almost in tears. 

"Hey! Ev, what's up?"

"D-dad he," I pause. Remembering what had happened only minutes ago. I burst into a crying mess.

"Ev, Come on, it's ok." Vic says trying to calm me.

"I, I know Vic, It's just, without you here I feel so alone. I feel so empty. I feel like everyone's against me." I say and hear him sigh.

"Evaline," He starts but I'm quick to interrupt. "Vic I'm not joking. I don't want to be here anymore." I hear the boys in the background as I say that.

"Ev I gotta go." Vic says like he's hurt. "Ok. Love you." I say and hang up. 

A couple hours go by, and a couple more. I start throwing my stuff into a bag. I slid open my small ass window and throw the bag out. Then I step onto my chair and crawl through the window. It's 4 am. My dad's asleep. I grab my one can of spray paint and start to spray black all on the wall near his room. When I'm done I take a look at it.

Drug Addict

It looks great. I smile at my art work and start walking away from my child hood house that I used to love. It wasn't always bad, my dad used to be calm and cool with everything. But then I got older and he started abusing me. I miss the old him so much. I walk a little bit further before I turn and sneak through the back of my best friends house, Haven.

"Haven!" I yell quietly. I knock on her window but she doesn't answer. I look around for something to throw at the window. I look down and see small rocks. I pick up a hand full and start chucking them at the window one by one. The window soon slides open.

"Evaline? What are you doing?" She hops out of her window and walks over to me.

"I'm running away. I need you to text Vic and tell him I'm not at home. I can't take it here anymore. Every morning I wake up afraid, Every night I fall asleep hoping I won't wake up. I need to go." She nods. I can tell she's hurt.

"Ok, A-Are you gonna come back." Her voice cracks at the end, and her eyes fill up with tears.

"I don't know." I say now having tears go down my cheeks. The lump in my throat gets bigger. She looks into my eyes and starts balling. I wrap my arms around her and cry into her shoulder as she cries into mine. 

Around 40 minutes go by until I have to go. We say our goodbyes and I restart my journey. I walk straight until I eventually get to the mall. I slowly walk through the parking lot, tired as fuck. I push open the glass door and start walking to starbucks. It's 6:54 now, they should be open. As I'm walking through the mall I see a group of people. As I get closer I see it's the skater/emo guys Haven always hangs around.

"Hey, Evaline!" One yells and walks over, I think his name is Tyler.

"Hey, what's up?" I say and he stops infront of me.

"Not much, Why are you out so early?" He asks and looks concerned. I shrug.

"I just needed to get out I guess." I lie and smile. He smiles back.

"Ok, well do you want to hangout with us? We're gonna go skate around town today and skip school." He says sounding like he really wants me to say yes.

"Sure, why not." I say and he smiles again. We walk over to the group and I kinda feel uncomfortable.

"So um, In case you didn't know I'm Tyler," He points to himself. "And um that's Josh, Keagan, Chaos, River, Mason, and the only girl that actually hangs out with us other then for Haven, Quinn." He points out everyone and when he points out Quinn she smiles and waves. I smile and wave back.

"So are we skating out back first?" River asks and Tyler nods.

"Um, I'm gonna go to starbucks, I'll meet you guys there." I say and they all nod. I turn around and start walking. Not even a minute after someone runs up beside me. It's Quinn.

"So your Evaline?" She asks. I nod and walk into starbucks. I pull out my wallet and walk up to the counter. 

"One large smores frap please andddd," I turn and look and Quinn. "A large double chocolate chip frap." She says.

We walk to the back of the mall and see them skateboarding. Me and Quinn go and sit on a bench and wait for them to get caught. 

"Tyler and Keagan talk about you a lot." Quinn says out of the blue. I look at her as if she's crazy.

"I'm being serious, it's like they have a huge ass crush on you." She pulls her long brown hair to the side. I smile. 

"To bad I'm not staying here." I whisper to myself. I look up and she looks confused.

"You're leaving?" I nod. She frowns. 

"Why?" I breathe in, wondering if I should tell her. 

"My dad, ever since my brothers left he's been abusing me. So I decided to leave, that's why I was here so early." I say and look at her to see her almost in tears.

"Oh my god! Evaline I'm so sorry!" She hugs me.

"It's fine." I say as I wipe my eyes and smile.

"Hey, If it would change your mind about leaving, You could stay with me. It would get you away from your dad and you'd be able to stay. I know you don't know me all that well but it would be fun to get to know you, I've heard so much about you from Haven and Tyler." She says holding one of my hands. "I don't want you to leave, Tyler and Keag would be heartbroken. I would be heartbroken. Haven wouldn't be able to live." Tears start to come out of my eyes, wow.

"I'll, I'll tell you tonight, ok?" I say looking at Quinn. She gives me a nod and smiles.

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