Sociopath. ×hs×

1//the boy for the girl

I wish I was anywhere else.
Close to you maybe? Just in your presence.

You're so beautiful. So blind to how perfect you are.. perfect for me. Perfect to me.

Green eyes; give me the feeling you get when you feel a cool spring breeze blow across your face, could suck the soul out of my body.

Sad smile, making me feel like the perfect cliche.

I talk way to much; you know everything.

I wish I was with you. Right now.
Friday night.

10:56

10:57

10:58

beautiful boy .

My boy.

Talking to you makes my day.
Every soft word you speak, every glance you take, every time we meet, I'm elated.

But not you. Your sad, flustered face sending me weak smiles, after you fight our battles. Tear stained cheeks every time we meet.

You protect me, save me even.

But you doubt yourself. Saying I'd be better off without you, if I never met you, or of I never even needed you.

You're insecure, second guessing how amazing you are.

You fight my tough battles, the ones I'm too weak to fight or even take on. My sad little warrior.

Too bad you're in my head.

I wish I could hold you.

You're my favorite you know? Out of all of them.

"What?"

Shhh.. Go away. My time, you know the rules.

Anyways, I really appreciate your existence. I wish we could meet in real life.

You probably wouldn't like me in real life though. We're so different from each other. Different interests, different personalities, different muses.

If you could make your way out, you would probably flee. Far, far, away from me.

'nooooo, I wouldn't do that!'

Sarcasm. Fuck you.
 
'Sad cause you can't?'

No! Shush already please?

...

Alright you ruined the moment, I'm done anyways.

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Okay,
• Plain words are her in her mind.
• Words with('  ')are the people in her mind talking to her.
•  Words with (" ") are her or people outside of her mind talking.

{I understand that since she has feelings for the characters inside her mind, she may not qualify as a ' sociopath ' and may qualify as more of a  romantic schizophrenic ? Anyways this may or may not be a fanfic, it is still in the air. If it is, fuck yeah. If it is not, oh well, this will just end up being a creative outlet for me to spew some bs! I won't have a set schedule for updating, I will frequently come back and change things though, being the indecisive twat I am. There might be some smut in this book, if it becomes a fanfic that is. Maybe real life smut, maybe dream smut, maybe mind smut. Who tf knows?}

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