CHAPTER 4

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BEEP BEEP BEEP

I woke to my alarm beeping so I slammed my hand on it . I did my morning routine and grabbed my phone and went on YouTube and watched a video. I just listened to nightcore imagine dragons demons. Then I started making my way towards the bus stop, once I reached the bus stop I heard delirious laughing so I assumed he was taking the bus. I tried to avoid him but with my luck he noticed me and came up to me and straight up punched me in the gut and kept doing that 'til the bus came and he got on. I got up and got on the bus as I was walking delirious stuck out his leg and tripped me on my way walking towards the back of the bus where no one likes to sit by me just because I'm bullied by vanoss and his crew. I just took out my phone and listened to music until we got to school, I was the last one out of the bus when I got punched and kicked by vanoss his group of friends. I was tired of them beating me up every single fucking day so I just walked towards the girls bathroom and made sure no other girls were in here, then I took out my old friend the once silver blade, that is now covered in my blood from making 30 new cuts on my arms and thighs. I just bandaged up my arm and thighs and walked to class before the second bell rang, after my morning classes was lunch I didnt eat since I'm anorexic but the only thing i ate was an apple and that was it. I got so used to not eating and when I ate the apple I ran to the bathroom and threw up but what I threw up was blood and not food. After that had happened I started seeing black dots cover my vision and everything got blurry when i stood up to walk out i got really weak that i just passed out ,  outside of the bathroom door and woke up when it was time to go home. So i got up and made my way back home just to recieve a beating by my so called mother that i used to love and when she used to love me back. I just want to live a happy life but it seems to me that everyone is against me.

Well I hope you enjoyed that chapt.
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~singerfam03~

P.S. sorry for no video my phone has been acting weird lately and that school gets in the way of updating.

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