Her choice

part 5

As of right now I've been lying in the middle of my bed staring up at the ceiling trying to figure out how all this has happened. One minute I'm happily starting a relationship with my best friend thinking this is it,this will be my first real relationship and then the next moment I got an angry alpha claiming I'm his. Sighing I sit up running my hands through my hair frustrated "one hell of a day it's been" I muttered to myself, since I've left the alphas house my mom's the only one whose checked on me. Apparently alpha Steele went all wolf on Conner almost attacking him except his beta showed up and helped contain his wolf in time before conner was seriously hurt, and Conner well he's been watching the house deciding whether too come talk to me or leave me be. I stood up walking out my room to the kitchen all this drama has me starving,since all of this foolishness happened we missed dinner, I opened the fridge brining everything out to make a very delicious bacon avacodo and Turkey sandwich, I couldn't hold the smile back who needs a fancy dinner when you got bacon.

As my fourth piece of bacon was sizzling
Away I heard a knock on the back door,I turn to look out the window to see Conner he looked so tired and frustrated exactly how I was feeling honesty. Opening the door we stood there for a moment no words being exchanged,what could we say in a situation like this "can I come in? We've gotta talk" I nodded giving him a little smile" yeah I as just making me a sandwich" going back to my bacon which I almost burnt might I add Conner sat at the counter  watching me prepair my sandwich. I had a feeling this could only go two ways let's I wonder what his first words to me will be, concentrating on my sandwich I kept repeating the order of how put it together mayo,mustered,cheese,lettuce,bacon,lettuce,pickles,avacado,cheese,tomatoes,Turkey; I chanted this in my head till I realized Conner was talking to me "are you even listening to me?" He had a confused look across is handsome face,I shook my head putting my hands on the counter closing my eyes and sighing "sorry what were you saying?" I looked up to see him brushing his hand through his thick muddy brown hair he did this when he was nervous I always thought it was the cutest thing " I said I love you jacenda" wait did I hear this right? He loves me? "Conner... I don't know what to say I mean we just started this relationship, I'm no where near ready to just come out and say this to you" he nodded smirking "jacenda I'm not expecting you to,I just needed you to know that because even with all this happening I still want us to have a chance together" I went over to him wrapping my arms around his neck "Yes of course there a chance for us I've wanted this just as bad as you Conner and I'm not gonna let this chance slip away" he picked me up spinning me around you won't regret this jay I swear!" I couldn't hold back the huge smile that played across my face,this can work we can be together.

We heard someone clear there throat, Conner set me down for us to turn and see my father staring back at us with his deep blue eyes they looked so tired "hi beta Chris I was just saying bye to jay" Conner rubbed his neck awkwardly "Yeah I think it's time for you to go home conner" my dad narrowed his eyes at him what the heck is his problem,Conner hugged me "I'll catch you later jay" I watched him leave only to turn and glare at my dad "okay what's with the attitude dad?" He sighed coming to lean against the counter " jacenda you don't know what your getting yourself into" I cross my arms over my chest "what's that suppose to mean ?" He looked up at me holding my stare, his blue eyes holding so much sadness "you have a mate jacenda as much as were all confused about you having one,the moon goddess has to have something planned for you" he sighed running his hands through his hair "your my baby girl I only want the best for you and right now I think your choice in rejecting the mate bond is a bad one" my mouth fell open of all the people to not be on my side it had to be my own dad " I'm assuming you didn't hear all the bull crap that cam fly in out of the stupid alpha Steeles mouth! He practically insulted me and said I was worthless!" I slammed my hand on the table infuriated " I'm human this mate crap doesn't work on me I choose my destiny not the moon goddess I've been left out of her Grace the day I was born,your rules on who is my soulmate don't work for me,and on top of that how dare you as my father! Want me to be with a male shovenstict pig like him! "

he stood walking towards me only to pull me into one of his big hugs "jacenda bug I know it may seem like I'm siding with him but I'm not the minute those words left his mouth I was ready to stop that pup into pieces no wolf talks to my little girl like that" he squeezed me a little making me smile and feel reassured " I just believe things are Certain way for a reason, if you have a mate so does Conner and as much as you want to deny it the mate bond is strong and the minute he feels it you will be hurt" I sucked in a breath pulling away from him only to look up into the man I used to trusts eyes " then I'll welcome that hurt because so refuse to be with alpha Steele I wanna be with cole!" Heading up to my room I slammed the door. sitting under my window looking at the moon I had to much on my mind like why the goddess decided to make me human or why she stuck me with a turd fAce of a mate. I got up to finally go to bed,pulling my curtains closed I stopped midway to see a huge grey and white wolf staring up at my window it wasn't Conner's, rolling my eyes I glared down at the wolf realizing it this only wolf I've never seen before alpha Steeles. Low growling could be heard from below good I could care less he's upset he deserved it after what he's said. Throwing on some blue shorts and black tank I crawled into bed closing my eyes, hopefully my dreams are better than reality tonight.

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