Denial's -A Forgetful and Painful Experience-

The First Day : Remembering The Past

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Notes:
   This is my first time creating something, it will not be so bad i think, I didnt think this through enough hahaha ~(^_^')~.

Anyway i hope people prefer relatable stuff much like a moment of contemplating in it and who knows you might laugh of those experiences.
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Summary:
 

So let me first get you in with a little summary about what is these about.

Our main protagonist is Bill. He lived in a small house just outside of townskirt. He doesnt like hanging out with people , nor does he like to be in crowded areas as well. He finds it to difficult for him to stay with his lovely lovely parents.....

Everyday he makes a fuss how his parents say he loves him so much, though he always hear them secretly talking how they hate him

Apparently thats the summary of it on to the story 
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~~Bill's Pov~~:

As early as it sounds the boy was staring at his window wide open. He couldn't sleep, it was 3 am ,the boy look at his window as he stared at the stars.

"How come stars are beautiful?" He sighed ,as he was mesmerized by the light it was giving off.

Bill was now turning 16 today, he has hopes that his birthday might give him a different meaning of life, than those of his past birthdays.  When he was a child, he was a jolly,loving ,and caring boy,and he never understand anything about the world. Bill always looks around and interacts  with things around him, yes "THINGS" around him. Bill likes the tree branches and leaves ,as it sways when it was windy,and asking too much on how it sways ,and even hugging the tree as it was his imaginary friend. The birds was his usual company , though throughout his whole childhood he always looks around for birds and even tries to talk to one.

"How i miss the old days" He was in deep thought. Before his attitude changes there was a time that he would be friendly to those he hates, to those he ignores , and to those he didnt know. He was very kind , and loving friend , maybe you could also count a loving enemy, but everything changes on that one tragic day.

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"Mom! Mom! " A blond headed child slowly approaches a woman who was reading a book.

"Yes Bill dear? do you want me to get something?" His mother smiled as she kissed the boy's forehead

"Mom can I make friends outside, CAN I? CAN I? CAN I?" Bill shouted energetictly. (of course a child would shout energeticly) His eyes notice how his mom gazed at him , he kept quiet and look down. "I-im sorry mo-om..it wont happened again" the boy said as he run towards his room locking the door , tears slowly form from the messed up boy. 

"Why would my mom hates me so much?" Bill cried thinking about his little brother, Igret who was love by his mother so much or atleast that's what he thought. 
     
    Igret is the quiet little brother of Bill , they often dont talk to each other though sometimes bill starts the conversation. In the obvious side they always fought even in little things. Bill who was the eldest, he  always gets scolded and often gets punish, he often cried  whenever his being punish. Parents mostly punish their children by scolding them, but his situation was different, his punishment were always isolation and physical abuse. Bill always  suffered to be lock in a room all day and not eating , mostly he was hit by a bamboo stick ,as a punishment for quarreling his lil brother.

"Why does my mom hates me.. I didnt do anything wrong, I just wanted to become friends with the kids on the streets" His trail of tears couldnt stop,It hurts, Bill tried to imagine himself with children on the streets, playing and mocking other childrens, he wanted to try those experience but of course nothing like that  ever  happened.

That night; he thought of a plan to maybe met few people,he snuck out at night where everyone is asleep. "Hopefully they wont wake up" Bill said slowly walking away from the house,for hours he walk at the street ,with no possible contact with people to make friends. He thought of many possibilities, he might even meet some randomn cool kids, Who knows? their is  such a vast plain to be waiting to explore.

It was already 9 pm or so the boy thought. "I guessed going out at night isnt a good idea" He wimpered , as he sat on the ground. Bill wish that he hadn't done this, he just wanted friend , a memory that he could cherish, luckily enough he saw a familiar shadow on a dark alleyway.
"Wait..im not gonna hurt you!" He shouted ,as he followed the shadow across the dark alleyway.
Bill followed the strange figure and cornered it, he looks at it closely to see it was a dog. A very well fine dog if you ask. The dog has such a golden colored fur, though for a fine dog it reaks the smell of garbage. The poor dog was abandoned because of his owner who was so cruel to it.

"Hehe! come here little doggy!" Bill said . The dog walk over to the kid and cries of howl were heard from the poor helpless dog. "There there.. everything will be fine." Bill smiled and hugs the dog., few moments the dog stop crying and lick the boy's face. "Hehehhe..let's be friends"Bill said with a smile ,as the dog "Bark" with excitement.

[Happiness] The word that his feeling right now.Bill played fetch with the dog , even patting  him not knowing the time.Bill was busy playing with the dog, as they didn't hear footsteps coming their way. "Well well look do we have here" A tall man stands infront of the boy. "His in our territory  boss" Each of them slowly crept up at the boy's side. "Lets teach him a lesson" The men gave a terrifying glare towards the boy. 

"Please don't hurt me.." Bill cried ,as he knows that he does not know how to fight. "Grrrr" The dog attack ,as it bit the gangleader. "You little piece of shit!" The gangleader kick the dog hard ,making the dog die  instantly. "No!!" He ran straight to the dog , hugging ,and crying infront of it. "Now its your turn" They beat up bill ,as he  slowly lose the will to move. "I-im sorry my friend" He cried "I can't see anything " Bill said worriedly , his vision became blurry, and afterwards he pass out.

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Bill shakes his head trying to forget everything. "That's enough remembering for one day " He sighed  still looking at the stars. Bill notice one of the stars glimmer , slightly different as it keeps glimmering like it was a flashlight. "Maybe it wont hurt just a little bit to go outside" Bill   thought , but he tilted his head looking at his family portrait. "I guess it wont hurt to try it again" Bill opened his window ,and jump from the second floor. (YES HIS ROOM IS ON THE SECOND FLOOR)  Their was one slight detail he forgot before he left, and that is his little brother Igor who is sleeping beside him.

"Brother..." Igor stared at the distance as his brother fade away

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SO 

SO yeah i dont know if anyone will like it

But

I hope so

Btw this story is based on real because its my friends story

So im pretty sad writing something based on my friend

Hope everyone enjoys 

Ill update this if anyone likes this