Next Door X pcy (editing)

Epilouge

FINALLY THE MOMENT YOU'VE BEEN WAITING FOR :)))

Please enjoy :)) And read the note at the enddd

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"Sometimes, I close my eyes and fall into the thought of you. Despite our clumsiness, our hearts still bumped each other. My love, was it destiny that brought us together?

The moment we introduced each other, I felt loved in a way. I'm on Cloud 9 just thinking about that day.

I may seem strong, I may be smiling. But there are times when I'm alone. That soon changes when I first met you, I was attracted. I've never felt like this before, like my breath will stop. I can't sleep even when I close my eyes. My head is filled with thoughts about you. Your face, the sound of your laughter. Being curious about your day takes up all of my day. My love, how can you be that attractive that made me to think about you all the time?

Every night I've been practicing what to say to you. Sweetly and soothingly in every language. But because of your smile, the words don't even stick to my memory, they melt away. My love, keep smiling when I'm away, please. Your smile is very addictive indeed.

My love, when you smile, the sun shines brightly. When you laugh, butterflies scattered in my stomach. When you're hurt, I'm hurt too. When you're away, this emptiness doesn't seem to go away. When you stare at me my face instantly turned to that crimson red. My love, did you know?

I know that is difficult to keep believing in me since the promise was once forgotten. However, I wanna stay with you forever, living and sharing breath. My love, when your heart feels terribly hurt I will definitely embrace you.

The lonely moon rises. It softly comes down to the windowsill and shines on you. Prettier than ever. Whenever I see someone so pure like you, I start to laugh for some reason. I'm going crazy, I want to be greedy. My love, as greedy as it sounds, I want you to be mine only.

I had a nightmare. Before I could hug you, whom was crying, I woke up. That's the worst dream ever. Not being able to hug you or comfort you was definitely a nightmare to me. I want to hug you, what do I do? My love, when you're crying, I can lend you my shoulders.

Everyone dreams of this dream at least once. Even its name makes one's heart flutter, it's called first love. I'm falling into it deeper and deeper just like a child who saw the world for the first time. I wouldn't be able to know then, I want to know the mystery that is you. My love, teach me what love is again, little by little.

My love, do you know my heart? For all my life, for the rest of my life you, you are my everything. You are my person. I erased as much as my heart aches, but I can't erase this feeling called love. Even if the world freezes, this love won't stop. I can't open my eyes when you aren't in front of me. Flowers bloom and wither like the night that sank with tears. Hold my hand tightly. Even when the world turns away from us, I won't let go of this hand..

because you are my person,

I love you so so so much, Min SungHyo"

As the recording stopped, tears are evident on my face. I sobbed my heart out whilst the atmosphere was filled with the song Sing For You. Which wasn't helping my sobs to stop. Please come back home.

Curse you Do Kyungsoo for making my heart flutter. For making my heart hurt. For making my heart feel loved. You are the reason for my sleepless nights. You are the reason for my starving days. You are the reason for my tears. You are the reason for being the light of my life. You make me smile, cry, laugh, jealous, mad, sad, happy. Because you are that special to me. You are like my oxygen, when I'm without it, I'm nothing, but when I'm with it, I feel alive. Everything around me reminds me of you.