my eyes opened for a second there were whight spots before my eyes.when my eyes adjusted I realized I was in a dark hospital room.it was clear that it was night time.I looked down only to see my beloved jerome cuddled up against my side.he was sleeping.I stared at him in awe.its been so long since I seen his face.I smiled and started to cry tears of joy.
he shifted alittle now his head was laying on my chest.I smiled and rested my hand on his hip.careful not to wake him up.I lied awake the whole night looking at jerome.
*time skip*
I have ben awake for about 3 hours.I looked over to the clock that was next to me.it was 4 am.jerome started moving a lot.I lifted my hand off his hip so it wouldent bother him.a few minutes later his eyes opened. I guess he dident notice that I was awake.
"good morning sleeping beauty".I whispered loud enough for him to here and technically it was morning.
instantly he turned around.
"mitch your awake!".jerome whisped/screamed.
he hugged me.I hugged him back.he started crying but he was smiling.he looke up at me.I pulled his face tword mine pressing our lips together.I licked his bottom lip asking for entrance. he slightly opened his mouth.I searched every inch of his mouth.his lips were so sweet.they felt nice against mine.we pulled away for air.
"I missed you".jerome said.
" I missed you too how long was I out".I asked.
"a week".jerome said quietly.
a week.a hole week.thats 7 days of my life ill never get back.
"oh".I replied quietly.
"but at least your up now".jerom smiled at me.
"ya I am happy to see you again".I smlied down at him.he gave me a peak on the lips and snuggled into the crook of my neak.
"I love you".jerome whispered giving my neak a kiss.(that sounded weird but you get the picture)
"I love you too".my voice cracked at the end.jerome giggled.I playfully punched his arm.I grabbed his hand and intertwined his fingers with mine.I held up our hands to were his hand was faceing us.I rubbed my thumb over his ring.I smiled and kissed his hand.
"why dont you go back too sleep".i said too him.
"but you just woke up".he said.
"you dont have to you just look tierd".I said.
"ya I guess".he whispered.
"dont worry babe ill be here when you wake up".he smiled.
"I know".he cuddled up next to me.I wrapped my arm around his waist.he rested his head on my chest and within minuets he was asleep.I wasent tierd so I layed awake for the rest of the night.
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so what did you think?......
hey do you ever just wanna disappear.......just for a little wile......just to escape all the crap in life.....go to the most perfect place of your imagination...,..
guys I dont know whats happening to me.......like every now and then I wanna cry for no resone....and I get random sinking fellings in my stomach.......and sometimes I get overjoyed over the stupidest things.....this isent how I normaly act......
I just fell hated I fell like my firends hate me.....I know they dont but it feels that way sometimes......im sorry im rambling on to you guys about my problems...I should be sleeping but no im right for you guys cuz I love you guys! again sorry for pestering you with my problems I realy just think that sometimes you guys are the only ones that I have to turn to.
honestly you guys are my reson for living......I dont know were id be without you......if you guys could help me in any way just leave a comment.....love you guys bi
-lovedove
