?WHY so ANXIOUS?
cause....
I see them in the shadows
I can hear them all the time
my sixth sense as some would say
is knowing when I'm not going to be okay
I always watch my back
I always cower in fear
I always try and help others
without throwing a stuff through the air
kids my age are cruel
they judge me without having experienced it
the older boys just take advantage
I don't meet the average
I lie in bed, in a cold dark room
at night I listen to the voices
and cry me to sleep
because I'm always stuck
I'm stuck in an infinite loop
its never ending
the crowds walk over
the bullies call the orders
I need to get up from the ground
and stop crying a river, but I'm stuck
they pinned me down then
beat me back up from the ground
I cry so much
I could rain on a parade
they say they are there to help
but are they there to stay
all they say is wipe away the tears
and lock them away
but do I lock my feelings away as well
they said they'll be safe... were they really
tell me here, tell me now
cause I don't mind
I'm here to help and here to stay
but how can I believe you
