The Game:Trust Is Everything

Regret

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Major

I was parked in front if Zendayas house desciding whether I should go in or not. I didnt have a choice anyways, so I opened the door and walked up unto the porch steps. I rang the door bell two times before it finally opened.

She didnt even say anything. She just stepped aside for me to come in.

" If you here to get a quick fuck, which im sure yo ass is, I cant." She had her arms folded across her chest.

" Hell nah. I ont wanna fuck no more. All this shit we so called had, is done. I only came to find out if you havin my baby." I looked at her.

" Why? Its gon make a difference Major? You still gon be fucking round with Bria. Her dumbass dont even realize nothing. Thats why yall cant have nothing together...cause you in love with me.

" Yo who the fuck you gettin crazy with?! I aint choose this shit! You was the one all up on me and shit." She was getting mad. How the hell is this my fault?

" You know what. Your question is answered. Yes, im having your baby. Satisfied?" She was getting an attitue.

" Ok look. Bria cant know about this, ok. Shell kill me. Just lay low until I descide to tell her."

She thought about it for a moment.

"Fine. But you better be here through this with me or im tellin your gurl." She walked to the door and opened it for me. " You can go."

I got up and walked to the door.

" Remember what I said." I walked outside and got into my car.

If i had a choice to go back and redo what I been doing these past few months, I wouldnt have fucked around with Zendaya. She really had nothing like Bria had. Only good sex.

I finally got unto the highway and speeded all the way home.

I really have to keep all this between me and Zendaya. I cant offird to loose her.

I walked inside and the house wa quiet.

" Bae im home." I didnt here anything so I went into the kitchen and flicked on the lights.

" Where the fuck where you?" Bree was sitting on the counter looking mad as hell.

" I told you, I was with King." I went into the fridge and grabbed a bottle of water.

" What did you do after?"

" Come home." I tried to keep a straightface on but the bitch was seeing right through me.

" What the fuck did you do after Major?!" Her voice was getting louder.

" Damn calm down." I put my water down and walked over to her." I told you were I was."

" Dont fucking touch me. I want you to tell me where the fuck you was. Im tired of all this shit Major!"

"Okay, I was at Zendayas after the meeting." I hoped she wouldnt ask me anything else.

" What the fuck you doing over her house at one thirty in the damn morning?"

" Okay can we talk about this in the morning?"

" No."

" Okay I had to drop something off."

She eyed me. This hoe could see the words on my tongue.

" Fucking cheat." She hopped off the counter and walked upstairs to our room and slammed the door.

Damn.

I know imma be getting the silent treatment for a while.

Im always fucking up.

I walked into the living room and plopped down in the couch and closed my eyes. Should I tell her or not? If I dont tell her, imma be safe for only a few. But if I tell her, imma loose her.

I gotta be the honest guy, right?

I got up and walked upstairs to the room and knocked.

No answer.

" Look, I know your mad at me but I just dont know how to explain this bullshit I got going on right now. I just need to get my head together cause im not thinking straight."

The door finally opened and she was staring at me.

" Just.. tell me the truth." Her eyes where red from crying and she was looking at me like shed snapp any moment.

" Okay, Zendayas having my baby."

The tears started to well up into her eyes.

" Zendayas what?" She turned around and when back into the room.

Well that wasnt so bad.

" So you been fucking this bitch behind my back?! I was actually gonna forgive yo sorry ass two point five seconds ago but nah nigga!!" She came back out n started punching me. For a girl, she can throw.

I tried my best to push her off of me and I pushed her againts the wall.

" Pack yo shit! Dont fucking touch me! You prolly have fucking Aids.! Did you know that Major?"

I loosened my grip on her and realized what she just said.

Aids?

" Damn right. You had everything set out for you, but you choose her? Foreal? I aint even know it was like that."

I was on hush mouth. I couldnt even describe how I was feeling.

She started crying.

" Baby look.." I tried pulling her into a hug but she kept on punching me.

" I said I was sorry!" Why she actin like a little ass kid.

" Sorry? So you think sorry is just enough to fix the years that we been together. My nigga, your not the fucking shit, you dont run nothing. So dont try to be " that nigga.On some real shit though Major. Get the fuck out my damn house." She wildin.

" Bitch you think this stuff I worked for is yours, okay."

" You damned right! I worked for all this. While you was at work, who payed the bills? Hmm? Who helped clean the house? Who?"

She had a point.

" Man fuck this, im over this shit." I walked downstairs and got my keys.

I thought telling the truth would make all of this up. But nah she always jumping down on a nigga. Its not like I was even fucking Zendaya anymore.

I got into my car and drove straight to Zendayas house.

This shit is about to get real!