Unspoken sorrow unspoken fear
My deepest secrets I hold near
A harsh gust of wind on a cold stormy night
Beats a message that turns the world to fright.
I make a stand and for a response
A question perceived out of ignorance
Why, why they ask
why do you want to erase the past
You have so much of a life they say
Anxious doubt leaves my brain a decay
They say keep trying
Trying to do what
I want to stop fighting
To leave the past in the dust
I want to leave the stories untold and unknown
For fear of them harming a future of my own
They won't let me forget
Let me forget the won't
It's my fault it's over it's my faults it's done
They yelled they screamed
The tears on my face like a hidden stream
Are you hurt are you scarred
You know I can't talk about it any farther
I can't explain
I can't distrain
They ask they wonder they judge they talk
About why I can't say a word or why I won't stop
It's not my fault but they tell me it is
What's my excuse, I just got pulled in
They tell me I'm weak
It's all over for me
I stay strong I stay strong
But inside
I am broken I'm hurt I tried
I'm broken Until they tell me otherwise
Until I can put my self back together again.
