Things I wonder about

What are the things I seek in life?

Why am I always seeking something that I don't understand?

Is it crazy to want something more than life itself?

Why when I look in the mirror am I appalled and disgusted by who stares back at me?

Should I change the way I look to fit in?

Why does society demand I be skinny? Am I not good enough the way I am?

What will I do those days I feel like killing myself? Will I did it or not? Do I still have something to live for? Why do I feel like my soul is being ripped into two? Why can't I just be happy with who I am?

These things I wonder about, what are the things you wonder about