I just feel like making a little rant about her, cause I can't get her out my damn mind.
She is very caring, loving, funny, and kinda wild and crazy at times and she wants to be a rocker so some times she kinds has a rocker attitude, and she so much more that I can't explain it. She is kind to me and she kinda protects me a bit, always make sure I'm okay or comfortable doing somethin. When she see's some kid sad she goes up to them and consoles them and helps them out and makes them feel better. Since I first came to that school she's been the one trying to get me to open up, everybody gave up on trying to get to open up to them the first week and just called me antisocial and said I just don't like hanging out with people, but the thing was in my old school I used to get bullied and no one ever wanted to hangout with me, but a couple of girls hung out with me time to time and a guy that was older than me. But she kept trying to get me to open up and hangout with everyone and talk. And she even once asked me if I was antisocial cause she doesn't believe in rumors, when I told her "no it's just it's hard for me to talk to anyone", she said "oh, my friends though you don't like to hang out with people". From the first day I came to that school I wanted to be friends with her, don't know why I just wanted to be close to her.
We eventually became friends, but didn't hangout so much talked a lot but that was it. In 7th grade (last year) her best friend's left to the same school, and since then she's hung out with me everyday, like we talked all the time we did projects together, we hung out together but of course she also hungout with other people too. Now 8th grade we still talk alot we sit next to each other in some classes and whenever she see's me by myself she comes to me and hangs out with me for a bit or ask me if a want to play volleyball with her, and when we have a free period we borrow a volleyball from the gym teacher and play for the rest of the hour. But we don't hangout as much.
Whenever she ask for a favor, even if it's something like 'record the video of us dancing' or something like that she does this thing like she pouts and does the puppy dog face and puts her finger on my chest then moves her finger from the middle of my chest to my stomach and keeps doing that until I give an answer. It was wierd at first but I don't mind it.
Like I said before she's super kind and gentle and so much more, that I can't describe with words. And aesthetically, she's beautiful, she's like a human version of Amethyst.
Let me explain:
She is short, she's 4'11, she acts just like Amethyst, except for the self hating thing, she loves herself. Her hair, it's gorgeous, one day she made a ponytail and let her bangs cover her right eye, when I saw her that day I literally lost my breath, my breath was caught in my throat, my eyes went wide, my heart beat was off the charts and loud, I could hear it in my ears, my palms got sweaty, and I was freaking out. But she resembled Amethyst perfectly and Amethyst is my favorite character in SU. Her favorite color is purple and she's a bit chubby too but that's just one of the things that make her beautiful. Her face is round and cute and her lips are plump I just want to kiss her, and that urge has been growing stronger everyday I see her just get the sudden urge to grave by the waist pull her in and kiss her.
She brightens my day, like if I'm in a sour mood or I'm depressed from the my parents don't accept me thing, all she does is stick her tongue out at me and it makes me really happy and giddy, I do back at her and she just smiles and laughs which just makes me even happier and her laugh OH MY GOOOOOD her laugh is the best thing I've ever heard in my life and sometimes when she laughs she does a like a little wheeze or snort and it's just SO FREAKING CUTE. I literally dye when I hear her laugh cause it's the most wonderful thing I've ever heard. And she has these little freckles on her cheeks they are so adorable and her eyes are brown but I just want to look in to them for ever and appreciate everything about them and her. When she smiles at me it makes my whole day. I just want to hold her, give her kisses and tell her how much I love her and give her all the love she deserves and more. She drives me crazy, I can't stop thinking about her and how it would be if we were more than friends , she's even in all my dreams.
Like the other night I had dream that the my whole class and other people that I've seen before but don't remember the name of, were playing outside my house in the dark, we had to scare each other I scared her two times and then she came up to me and said "I need to tell you something, but not here there are to many people let's go down there." We went to the back of my house to the trees and she stepped on top of something to be taller than me I came closer and then she leaned in like she was gonna kiss me but went to my neck and blew on it but I actually felt it like when I woke up in could still feel it, anyway then she said "did I scare you?" I'm freaking out like I thought you were gonna kiss me and stuff but then that's were it's ends the rest of the dream is pretty boring. But in real life she when we we're in the rain under my umbrella, we were looking at each other then she puckers her lips and and leans in, I dint like her at the time so I backed away, besides she meant it as a joke she stopped halfway from me opened her eyes a bit and laughed.
She does stuff like slap people in the butt well only her friend's (not to me tho) and that gets me really jealous especially when someone pinches her butt (not the boys just the girls) or when someone goes to her puts they're arm around her and give her a big kiss in the cheek, I'm like GET AWAY FROM HER SHE IS MINE, I LOVE HER, but there's nothing I can actually do about it it's not like we're dating or anything. But she probably thinks I still like my friend that's a boy ( don't want to say anyone's name for privacy) and I don't get so jealous cause of this but I still get pretty jealous is when someone comments on her insta pic saying "te amo baby eres linda" (translation : I luv you baby you're pretty) but it's just a lot of old friends, but she always answer back "you too". I don't get comments on none of my pics cause I'm ugly but one day I posted a pic and she commented 😻😻, like that's all she commented, but it still made soooooooooo happy, even little stupid stuff like this from her gets me happy and love her even more.
And the pic is the same one I posted in the first 10 things about me tag.
I don't know what else to say right now cause there's so much about her that I just adore which is basically everything about her but I just freaking wrote 1,377 words so I'm gonna end it here.
Bye🤗
