"Those who see happiness on the
outside are oblivious to the misery inside."
~N. Mckinney~
"Mistakes, we all make mistakes it's how somebody deals with those mistakes that matters."
~N. Mckinney~
Another cut, Another drop.
Drip Drop splash, how much blood does it take for you to see the pain; blood on the the sink stain, how many stains does it take to see that I'm not okay.
You see my smile it's fake.
I'm a wreck.
I'm fucked up in the mind.
I'm fine really.
But some days I want to shoot myself.
Find myself there is no "myself" there is only who I used to be.
Yes I have popularity but I'm still lonely.
Scream how many screams does it take.
Alone forever.
Can you teach me love?
No, you can't so don't even try.
I love pain.
So much shit has happened that I caused.
You'll never see the real me.
Why?
Because there is no real me.
Silence.
I'm healing NOT.
Dripping blood down my arm.
The world is no place for me.
Nobody cares anyway.
I should just pull the trigger end my life now.
Another drink, another cigarette. another cut.
Hit me I won't feel it.
All I feel is pain.
I'm a nobody.
Once upon a time I was somebody.
Help.
Hello anybody there.
Help me please!!!!
Can you hear me???
