I sat with a pen in my hand letting the tears fall one by one down my cheeks. I wiped my nose and started to write.. My suicide note.
Dear whoever reads this.
I know I'm going to hurt many of you.. I think. I don't know anymore but I can't take this. I feel absolutely worthless. I'm sorry I was such a burden to you all and I'm so sorry but I guess this is goodbye and Draco if you see this.. I love you x
I placed it on the Slytherin CR floor crying whilst running to the toilets picking up a razor blade and rope on the way. I was about to end everything when I heard a broken whimper. I quickly threw everything behind me as I looked at my broken boyfriend.
"Y/N.. What are you doing?" He croaked and I lowered my head in shame. "Why would you do this.. You promised you'd never do it again" He sobbed pulling me into a bone crushing hug.
"I know.. I'm so so so sorry, I just can't do this anymore.. I needed you" He wiped his eyes looking up at me. "I'm so worthless" Loud sobs left my mouth as I shook in his arms.
"You are NOT worthless" He spoke with a stern voice emphasising the not. "Baby stop thinking you are" I just laughed. "I know it's easier said than done but please.. I can't lose you not, not ever" He swallowed and my heart fell to the pit of my stomach as I saw the tears appear in his eyes.
"I'll try to stop, I'm sorry" He nodded handing me the note, I ripped it into a thousand pieces before falling into his open arms. "I love you" I whispered resting my head in the crook of his neck.
"I love you too Y/N" He pulled me closer kissing my cheek.
