Torn Between Love And Hate {SasuNaru} {Yaoi}

The Forgotten Memory

*** Mikami's P.O.V ***

"Damn..." I mutter under my breath. Who found Naruto and who broke through my genjutsu. I spat on the ground. I was going to have more fun with him but it seems God won't let me. I smile painfully to no one. I decided to search the area a bit and try to find who took Naruto. Honestly, I just strolled around not really caring. I was mad that someone took my plaything but I was getting bored of him. He was interesting but what made my blood pump is the thought of breaking Sasuke. His screams, his blood, his body. I shivered with a sick excitement.

A rustling sound caught my attention, my head quickly snapped to the source. One rabbit was nibbling calmly on the leaves that were a fresh green. I grin a little. I wanted to see some blood right about now, that rabbit was perfect. I sneaked up to it, and grabbed it ever so calmly while it thrashed about in my hands trying to get away. Hugging it tightly with one hand, I swung my kunai at it's hide, barely leaving a mark. The rabbit made a sound of horror and struggle and I once again shivered with excitement. I crouched on the ground with one hand still pressing down on it's furry mass. I slowly made cuts all over it's body, while it squealed in terror and continued to struggle.

Blood finally came out when I cut the exact same spots over and over. By now the rabbit lay still, accepting it's fate. I smiled wickedly, I have never heard of the word 'mercy' before. I slowly started to skin the rabbit alive while it started screaming again. The forest went quiet again as I held the bloody skin and carcass. I threw them both away seeing as it served it's purpose. I continued to walk down a path that I hadn't seen before.

I smiled cruelly as I heard the sound of wind whipping in my ears. I stretched my arms and turned around slowly,

"Why we meet again, Sasuke,"

"Mikami," he growled. His hands were poised near his weapons in case he needed to attack. I gave a hearty chuckle and he seemed more agitated. Good, show me more Sasuke, show me how strong you are before you break, body and mind.

"Now now, there's no need for weapons is there?" I question mockingly, "After all, we're old friends talking to one another."

"Friends?" He scoffs, "when have I ever been friends with you? Stop messing around, what did you do to Naruto?"

I flinch at his name. An unimaginable happiness builds up inside me, a disgusting and sick happiness. I can't contain it and I laugh. I laughed my heart out at that. In an instant Sasuke had pinned me to the ground with a kunai pressed against my throat. I chuckle at his reaction.

"What did you do to Naruto," he breathes out slowly, the kunai pressing harder against my neck. I grin slyly and decide to toy with Sasuke for a bit.

"Oh, all I did was made him have these horrible nightmares. Nothing to big," I shrug. As expected of Sasuke he slammed me into the ground. His hatred was overflowing.

"Why are you doing this to Naruto?! He doesn't deserve it!"

"It's actually fun to watch people in pain you know? Get in touch with your sadist, it's pretty interesting."

"You're a sick bastard,"

"You probably don't remember me do you?"

"I remember you alright. You were the guy who gave Naruto that drug and-"

Mikami shook his head,

"I knew you when we were small."

Sasuke makes a strangled gasp. I couldn't resist the urge to smile as I remember what happened when we were young. His eyes narrowed trying to find some sort of clue from my expression. He cautiously got off me and stood up. After stretching on the ground for a bit I stood up and yawned.

"I don't remember you. I didn't know anyone called Zuruichi Mikami."

"Of course you don't remember me. You have a block on your memory," I smirk, "I can, however, remove that block from your head." And break your mind at the same time I laugh silently.

He scanned me slowly, questioning himself if he should trust me or not. He casually took a step back and nodded. My mouth stretched outwards, and I beckoned him to follow me. I started walking, I knew he was going to follow me.

"We have to do it somewhere private because we both need to be unconscious for this to work." I explained. I led him to a cave, a pretty hidden one and stepped inside. I gestured for him to lie down; which he did, reluctantly. He watched me closely as I start to chant the jutsu. I concentrated hard while slowly moving towards Sasuke. Once we made contact we both got knocked out. While Sasuke was unconscious, I explored his mind, trying to find the block in his memory. The deeper I explored the more blurred out the memories were until finally there was a gigantic gate blocking my way.

"Ah, here it is," I say nonchalantly, "this block... Is so simple! I could do this with my eyes closed! Ha!" I closed my eyes and started doing the signs for the jutsu. I muttered the signs quietly and opened my eyes on the last sign. The gates burst open quickly and black smoke surrounded me. I coughed trying to break free from it as it dragged me in. When the black smoke slowly dissolved the scenery had changed completely.

"What part of his mind is this?" I hummed to myself. Well, it would be easy to just break his mind here wouldn't it? Considering the block on his mind is gone he should be able to remember this now. The scenery was definitely familiar. It was in Konoha in Sasuke's memory. Humming to my self I start strolling around the area, everything starts getting darker and more sinister. Everything that was once like a happy playground was now filled with grief and death. I licked my lips happily, eyes wide open as I approached the darkest place in his mind.

I caught the kunai that was thrown millimetres away from my face and my head snapped around. Sasuke was barely able to stand, his legs were shaking like a baby deer's and he had to use his sword to hold himself up.

"How nice of you to join me, Sasuke," I cried gleefully, walking in his direction slowly.

"Don't... Don't you dare... Go near that..." He huffed out, trying to get closer to me. I inched closer to the mass of darkness, my grin extending even further.

"Oh but why? It won't hurt it I do this will it?" I jabbed the kunai into the oblivion stone. Sasuke crumpled to his feet screaming and clutching his head. I savoured each and every one of his screams; like music to my ears. I played with the stone a bit more, each time causing Sasuke to writh in pain. I'm breaking him bit by bit, I thought blissfully. By the time I finished my games the stone was broken in various places, each revealing a darker shadow inside. Sasuke lay on the ground, unconcious, cold and shaking.

"Well looks like it's time to go," I whispered to Sasuke, "I'll make sure to play with you a whole lot when we get back, okay?"

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orz sorry I haven't updated in like forever, writer's block. So anyway enjoy! I had a real fun time writing this because, yes, I am a sadist ^.^ I'm looking forward to the next chapter huehuehue *u*

P.S DIDN'T EDIT AND DON'T CARE AHAHAHA I'LL DO THAT LATER